...when you're working hard. i was so busy this afternoon that i forgot one of my smoking breaks. yeah, that was pretty cool. i was at my desk, cranking away, working on a testbench issue for one of my coworkers, and then realizing that i had implemented something wrong for my new block, and then doing some documentation. and before i knew it, it was 5:30pm. neat-o. i guess when my brain is occupied, i don't get a cigarette craving.
so i didn't have a morning song today, but this was the song that was on the radio when i first drove off to work: "what's on your mind" by information society. this is one of my very favorite songs of all time. when i used to make mix tapes for my best friend in high school (kevin), i used to always include this song. i hadn't listened to this song in years, and when i heard it this morning, it just energized me. i saw information society in concert with amy (along with T42 and anything box) one summer break away from college at six flags in dallas, and it was pretty cool. the lead singer was on roller skates!
so this morning, i tried out two new things at mcd's for breakfast. i got the mcskillet burrito, which i thought was marginally good. the best things inside were the sausage patty and the potatoes, but the eggs were sort of gross. i would have liked some salsa on the burrito. they gave me a free iced coffee, which was only ok; i'd like to try the hazelnut flavor next time.
poor D sprained his ankle during basketball today, and another D sprained his finger. ouch! D's ankle swelled up pretty badly. i made a few jumpers, but i missed some finger rolls, which made me quite cross. i faked my coworker R out of his shorts and drove to the hoop, but i failed to finish. i heard these gasps of "ooh" and "aah" as i made my move, but fuck, if only i had put the ball in the basket. that would have been sweet.
re: being tired for sex and finishing like a "warrior." haha. good choice of words. yeah, there have been times when i didn't feel like doing it, but the honest truth is, i've never regretted an orgasm, so i guess it was all worth it. from what i can remember, there has only been one time where i didn't get to finish; the girl got dry and chafe-y, and i had to stop. :( she had never had an orgasm in her life, too. i feel sad for girls who can't achieve it. it makes sex seem like a waste. she said it was ok, and that it still felt good, but i felt bad because it could be *so* much better, you know? if i could never blow my wad, i would feel so frustrated; i went through that when i was on antidepressants (effexor XR), and i just had to get off that med.
re: girls with huge boobs. i find pamela anderson gross. it's her face; i think she's really ugly. (same goes with carmen electra, btw.) anna nicole smith had an ok face when she was younger and thinner, but i don't dig her breasts either. i'm not really into large breasts in general. they tend to sag (or they're fake), and i prefer perky natural chests. i think the highest i'd go is a C-cup and no more. just give me a handful!
so last night, i had milk for the first time in like half a year. so far, no repercussions. i was afraid that i'd get really bad uncontrollable diarrhea (unlike my regular, morning post-cigarette diarrhea), but it turned out ok. *phew* so i'm gonna keep drinking it. one time, freshman year in college, unprompted, i drank almost half a gallon of milk during dinner (yes, i did some weird shit in college). i wound up going to the bathroom with stomach cramps (and runny shit) throughout the night. that was horrible. who knew that you could overdose on milk?
the yogurt that i like (like pinkberry's original, yogurt fantasty's "tart" flavor) tastes like frozen dannon. nothing really special; it's just a little sour. i just like the fact that it goes well with mochi, mainly. i LOVE yogloo, and it doesn't taste like that. i get my yogloo fix by drinking calpis at japanese restaurants and getting yogurt-flavored drinks at tap-ex. if i were to ever go to a korean bar, i'd get yogurt soju, but i haven't done that in almost a decade.
ok, that's it for today. gonna head home and prep up for the two-hour american idol finals.