January 30, 2008

overwhelmed by cuteness

did you guys watch _american idol_ last night? samantha sidley is soooo CUTE! like, painfully, fuckably cute. i'd totally do her. if she makes it to the top 24, i think i have a favorite. and i really like her voice, too; it's smoky and sultry. she did a norah jones ("don't know why") number, and i liked it, although i was surprised that all the judges said "yes" to her. ah, i'm such a sucker for cuteness. the pictures of her on the web do her no justice; just go watch her audition on youtube.

man, i am sore from basketball. no doubt, my 3+ week hiatus did the trick. my inner thighs and ankles hurt the most. it's a good feeling, though, in a sort of masochistic way. i'm really looking forward to playing tomorrow.

today, i realized that i don't like it when girls tie their hair back. it shows too much forehead or something. i'd much rather them let their hair lie naturally. that's much sexier, imho, especially when a wisp of hair falls in front of their eyes (like in anime). oooh! major turn-on!

i used to have long bangs, so long that it went down to my chin, and i could chew my own hair. that was in college. i had short hair in the back, too, that old mushroom style that was popular in the early 90's. so basically, on the left side, my hair went diagonally from my ears all the way down to my chin. it was sort of neat.

i wonder if i'll ever grow my hair out again. for those of you who don't know, i cut my hair short because of that chow yun-fat photoshoot, where i was paid to be his stand-in for a videogame based on his movie, _bulletproof monk_. i was sad (and shocked) to lose my hair, but ever since then, i've kept it short, and i've grown to like it because it's so easy to maintain. and if i gel it up, it actually looks decent.

i've been sleeping really well lately. in the past, i've had bouts of insomnia, prompting me to have to take some xanax to knock me out at 3am or so. but these days, i go to bed around 11pm or so, and within about 30 minutes of listening to sportscenter, i'm asleep. it's been pretty nice! *knocks on wood* i think the cold weather has been helping, because snuggling feels so good. i can't stand the heat; it makes me really fussy in bed. this past summer was really mild; i only remember one night where i felt uncomfortable because of the heat.

friendster has become completely useless now. my profile has been viewed around 130+ times in the past 3 weeks, mostly by fugly filipino women. and i get a ton of spam from these fake profile women looking for husbands or advertising for sex cam or dating sites. ridiculous! i wonder if the people working at friendster are freaking out because facebook is kicking their ass to the ground. or, i wonder if/when facebook is going to suffer the same problems.

i've been peeing a lot more frequently lately. i haven't changed my liquid consumption, though. hm. maybe my bladder is shrinking? i don't mind, though; peeing feels good. i especially enjoy those ones where i have to go really badly, and when the stuff comes out, it feels like a mini-orgasm.

i think i'm going to see alan and ting a lot less these days. not that i see them a whole lot to begin with. basically, they came up with a budget this past weekend, and they decided to start staying in for meals and cook themselves. the only times when i see them is when we go out for meals, so now how am i going to hang out with them? hrmph. they're different from the bowling gang; with the latter, i can sometimes just call them up and ask if i can come over to hang out. with alan and ting, there has to be a strong reason. sigh. and when they eventually move up north, there will have to be even more of a reason to get together. *sniff*

so far, i still have no super bowl plans. grace and i are planning on having dim sum before the game on sunday, though. hopefully dynasty will be less crowded, but i doubt that the chinese/asian dim sum crowd is a big part of the super bowl demographic. i love dim sum; i've had it twice in the past 5 days, and i'm itching for more. maybe afterwards we can go to beard papa's, hehe.

i was talking to cindyT about how bad sex ruins relationships. that's why i advocate having sex soon after getting together. you know, to see how the bedroom chemistry is. one of my gf's tasted weird when i chowed her box. that was awful. she was, like, sour and stuff. i know that what a guy eats affects the taste of his spunk, so does a girl's diet affect her juices as well? (no, she wasn't on her period or ovulating or anything.)

so tonight (after _american idol_) is _the moment of truth_, that game show i was talking about last week. the first contestant is a continuation of the last show, this dude who's addicted to gambling. we'll see how far he gets. one of the commercials has him answering, "have you ever gambled away one of your kids' college funds?" very juicy. anyways, i'll be watching. like i said, i would never go on this show; i have too many skeletons in the closet, too many temptations that i've succumbed to.

i have a lot of stuff to do at work; and tomorrow, i'm going to start doing it. i've procrastinated for way too long now. today, we had a meeting to list my tasks for the first round, and i gave an estimate of 11 days. my boss thought it was too optimistic, but i committed to it, and now it's time for me to execute. go, dardypower, go!

ok, time to grab some dinner. yes, i'm still eating light; i think i've lost 2-3 pounds this week. yay!

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