ugh. i've been sniffly and sneezy since last night. am i getting sick? i think the answer is yes. i'm not sure what happened. i didn't walk around in this chilly weather without a jacket or anything. i mean, yesterday, i even busted out my sweatshirt! ARGH! just in time for the weekend, too! *RAAR* well, at least i'm not full-blown sick; i can tell because cigarettes don't taste weird yet. (when i'm sick, they have this really odd flavor.)
yesterday, john had a free night from volleyball, so he and his dog buddy came over to watch the mavericks/warriors game. it was fun watching the basketball game with him. he's a big warriors fan, and i a mavericks fan, so we had some good opposite-side cheering going on. no trash talk or anything (i suck at trash talk anyway). the game was close throughout, and at the end, down 3 points, baron davis had a wide open three-point jumper opportunity to tie the game with like 2 seconds left. he missed it, and the mavericks eventually won by 5, but still, it wasn't a statement game by my team. i was disappointed by our performance even though we pulled out a victory.
so today is S's last day at work. she's transferred over her knowledge, but still, i feel like our team has taken a big hit. i am the lone "pure" DPC designer left, and that really makes me feel uneasy. we took her out to sneha (grand indian buffet, as it's called now) for lunch, and man, their chili chicken was really salty. i had massive food coma afterwards (as expected), but still, it was nice to get some indian food in my system. adieu, S, adieu!
i had a bloody dump after lunch. again. the water was brownish red, heavy on the red. wtf? does anybody know what causes this? should i be worried? at least it's not black, right? black means the blood is from higher up in my system, indicating an ulcer or something, right? *shivers*
so i did a search on "umemaro3D" as my commenter suggested. hot damn! computer-animated japanese porn! that's some crazy shit. it looks sort of creepy. definitely hard core, though. i'm definitely curious to see what the videos look like; does the animation look natural? leave it to the japanese to use the latest technology for pornography's sake. i wonder what the programmers and animators and the other people behind it are like. are they total pervs? or are they like normal tech people who are totally numbed by porn by now?
yeah, wikipedia has a good entry on tila tequila. i think she has a decent compact semi-hot body, but her face is sort of freaky-looking. and from google image searches, she's been on a cover of penthouse magazine. but does anyone know if that was just a cover, and it doesn't mean that she did a XXX photo shoot? somehow i doubt that she did something like that. anyways, she's apparently got the most (over a million) friends on myspace. crazy, how a random girl like that becomes so popular; how do you become "discovered?"
facebook is really addictive. i'm still adding friends on there, and i keep checking my newsfeed to see what's going on with my existing friends. it's sucking me in! this site is so much better than friendster, orkut, etc. it's the interactivity that makes it so great.
so alan and ting are looking to move up north in the peninsula. i'm gonna be sad. i mean, i don't see them that often, but it comforts me to know that they're not that far away. the problem is that ting now works in sotuh san francisco, and her commute from santa clara is a bitch. so now they're looking for houses in burlingame, san mateo, etc. that's far from me! oh well. it'll just mean that i'll have to make more of an effort to see them once they move.
i'm worried that my sphincter isn't getting any exercise. is there such thing as atrophy of the asshole? i mean, that muscle hasn't opened up (more than a little bit) for over a year now! what happens when i finally get off of the topamax, and i start having regular solid shit again? i mean, before i was on the drug, i would have HUGE logs (big enough to clog the toilet!). what's going to happen when that hits me again? is it going to tear my sphincter? *afraid*
ah, the fears i have.
ok, that's it for me today. i'm gonna go home early and rest up before dinner. let's hope i don't get totally sick and ruin my weekend!