so i took my morning (spicy, as i had the "beg for mercy" cheesesteak last night at st. john's) dump today at home, and i was all set to go to jack in the box to grab breakfast, but midway through the drive on 101 south, i had this unreasonable and painful urge to take yet another shit. i mean, my stomach was hurting really badly, and my sphincter was giving way, so i had to abandon my breakfast plans and take the early exit on lawrence instead of bowers, and rush to the office to the bathroom. drat.
so that wasn't to bad, because i could have gone to grab my usual vietnamese sandwich after basketball instead, but my coworker D forgot his badge, so i had to skip the sandwich place and drive straight to the office and let him in. so all in all, to make a long story short, i haven't eaten anything today. and i'm starving. luckily, i'm meeting up with cliff and jeremy at gombei tonight, so i think a gombei chicken is in order. japanese food galore! i can't wait.
so super bowl 42 1/2 is going on at the same time as the raiders game this upcoming sunday, so i'm going to ask paul if i can crash his place and watch it on his satellite. it's a can't miss game! patriots vs. colts! man, it's gonna be awesome, watching these two teams going head to head. i wonder what the line on this game is.
yeah, yesterday's entry took an hour to finish. but i wasn't working on it the whole time. i got up, had a smoke, surfed the web for a bit, checked e-mail, sat around and tried to think of what to say, etc. usually, these entries take a bit of time, because my brain just can't come up with stuff like it used to. remember the days when i used to post like 3-4 times a day? ah, those were the un-medicated days. i swear, my drugs take away the edginess i used to have. but hey, i'm not ticcing as much these days (*knocks on wood*), so i'll gladly take that over the tourettic hell i used to live with.
during basketball today, our last game was 3-on-3. and the other team decided to do man-to-man defense. the other guy wanted to guard me because he said he was "lazy" and didn't want to run. hey! i take offense to that! hehe. i scored on him a few times after that. :) but still, yeah, i don't really run around that much; i'm not really good at finding seams and soft spots in the defense. man, i wish i had some formal training in basketball fundamentals.
so the NBA season starts tonight. did you know that october is the only month in the calendar year when all four major sports are in action? i checked the warriors' schedule, and they play the mavericks in oakland on 3/30. i'm gonna talk to john (a huge warriors fan) and see if we can get tickets for that. most of the analysts on ESPN are picking the spurs to repeat. *pukes*
so i was surfing facebook today, and i found another picture of that 1994 crush girl. she's sooo cute! *swoons* and from what i vaguely remember, she has a really sexy voice, too. i remember the last phone conversation we had was like 10 years ago, when she called me up at 1am her time (she lives in NYC), and she wanted to vent about some ex-bf issues. i was really flattered that she chose me to talk to out of all her friends. man, what do you do with a 13-year-old crush like this? how do you get over this?
sexy voices are really awesome. and rare for me. the only other girl that i know that has one was this girl (i think her name was ann/anne) that i knew way back when in dallas. she was the daughter of some friend of my uncle, and she was a lot younger than me. i remember that i was home during one summer back in college, and she was in high school, and she invited me to some dance. (i declined.) and during the whole conversation, i just got turned on by her voice. it was just sultry.
but going back to this old crush girl, i think it's going to be impossible to get over because the only way to get over it is to meet her for an extended period of time and make knowing her a reality. after 13 years, the notion of "her" has become sort of a fantasy, like i've built up this idealized version of this girl, and there's no way she can live up to my expectations. i mean, she's super-cute, and i know she's smart and well-rounded and everything, but there have got to be some flaws, right? and i need to find out those flaws and destroy this perfect notion of her that i have. it's sort of like what happened when i spent a week with k3 in NYC and got over the idea that she was some "soulmate" of mine. yeah.
ok, this one didn't that long to write. time for a smoke now.