*yawn* i met up with alan today for lunch, and for whatever reason, the tuna melt bagel that i got really put me to sleep. i had trouble walking after i got back to the office, and i almost passed out on the crapper when i took my post-lunch dump.
have you ever fallen out of love while in a relationship? i have, and it really sucks (for the other person). i don't know why it happens; maybe the other person just gets old, and the relationship loses its freshness. it's actually a really worrisome thing for me, because i think i tend to lose interest in every girl after a while. yeah, i get bored easily. it makes me think twice about something like marriage, i.e. spending a whole *lifetime* with a single person. can i do that? i'm not sure.
so for whatever reason, i find the character of jan on _the office_ kind of attractive. i'm not sure what it is. she sort of reminds me of the actress sela ward, like, kind of an older, warm, sexually experienced (just my conjecture) woman. anyways, both _the office_ and _scrubs_ sort of ended on an ambiguous note, leaving me wondering what is going to happen next after the final scene. they weren't total cliffhangers, but they just ended on a curious note. pretty good episodes, i thought. i shall be eagerly waiting for the next seasons to start in the fall.
so maxim magazine named its top 100 sexiest women of 2007. jessica alba is #2, and i totally agree that she should be up there. she is really hot, and it's because of her hotness that i suffered through _honey_ when it was on tv a few weeks ago. but guess who's #1. ... lindsay lohan?! #@%!@#$ what the fuck? that is just a ridiculous pick. i mean, she's ok, i do like redheads (although i think she dyes her hair all sorts of colors now), but naming her the *sexiest* woman of them all? that's just plain 100% smelly stinky bullshit. i don't know what kind of drug the maxim people are smoking.
so i've gotten good at working the fax machine (although there's not much to learn, haha). the tax audit defense guy called me up today, and i have to send over all these forms (W-2, 1040, schedules A and D, etc.) over to him. he's basically going to recreate my entire tax return and resolve everything for me. i haven't gotten all the necessary files yet, so i'll finish everything by this upcoming monday. i've got a hard deadline in mid-june before the IRS charges me extra penalties and interest. silly government. but then, i'm the fucking dumbass for forgetting to declare my ESPP sales.
i had a really stressful dream this morning. i dreamt that i had to finish a project, which involved making a battleship, writing some speech recognition code (i worked for the speech recognition department at texas instruments for 3 summers), and whipping up some report. the dream was so realistic that when i woke up, i was shaking, and i had to tell myself over and over again that it wasn't true. i had to remind myself that i was a chip designer and worked for my company, and i wasn't some battleship maker, etc.
ok, i've spent long enough on this entry. gonna call it quits and put a capper on this week. have a good one!