hey people. not much to report today. these blog entries are getting harder and harder to write because i have so little to say these days. i blame it partly on my life being so boring, and i also blame it on my medication, which seems to filter out all the random interesting thoughts that i used to have.
so how would you guys feel if your significant other was friends with an ex? i'd like to be the bigger man and say that i wouldn't care as long as the relationship with her was strong and trusting, but then again, as my friend alex said, would i be able to handle it knowing that she and this other dude were close before? like, what if i pictured them having sex? that couldn't be comfortable.
i've had issues with girlfriend's ex's before. in my first relationship, i was completely tortured by the fact that she wasn't a virgin and i was. it took me many months (including one summer) to get over that. but then, once we had sex, the issue went away for me.
as i grew older, though, i didn't get upset over the issue as much. in fact, in my fourth (very brief) relationship, it didn't bother me at all that she and her ex still talked. i guess you would call that maturity? maybe. or maybe it was apathy. *shrug*
so it turns out that the company i last worked for is truly going down the drain. i got an e-mail from an ex-coworker there who is looking for a job. sigh. i guess that's the life of a startup. all that work, and nothing in return.
ok, that's it for today. ciao!