not much to write about today; i had a meeting today with my boss about my upcoming tasks. like i said yesterday, it's not something that i'm looking forward to. but in addition to those changes i have to make to my block, there was another major redesign requested, something way more complicated. so i freaked out a little bit inside, and now i'm *really* not looking forward to my job. if only i could just wave my hands and make this all go away. :(
sometimes (like now), i hate being an engineer. it's such a grind, and there are certain tasks that i just simply hate doing. i think i'm good at what i do, although i admit that i'm nowhere as good as i used to be when i first came out of college.
adam asked me the other day what i would be if i wasn't an engineer. i couldn't come up with an answer. i think my brain is well-suited for what i do, and there isn't anything i can envision that i can enjoy and pays well. hm.
speaking of colleges, jeopardy is having a collegiate tournament. there's a guy from stanford on it, too! his name is nico (i think), and he's been doing well. he's in the finals, which airs tomorrow (i think). so far, the two times i've seen him, he's been dominating his competition. i hope he wins!
i was watching last night's WGN episode of _sex and the city_, and it featured the guy with a sex swing. what's the extra pleasure of having a sex swing? somebody enlighten me!
i haven't taken a dump in like 3 days. i wonder what's up.
what causes constipation? and why can't you take a dump if you have it? can't you just push and push until the turd comes out? i've gotten constipated before, and man, it was an unpleasant experience to go through. i remember we were at korea house (this was years ago), and i just felt this pressure in my stomach. i kept going outside for a smoke, hoping for the nicotine effect to loosen my bowels.
ok, that's it for today. gonna go home in a few. bye!