hey folks. i caved in and scheduled an appointment for a massage today. i know it's sort of a waste of money, because it doesn't do me much good. in fact, even though the massage feels good and i don't tic for those 30 minutes, once i get up, i just start ticcing again, and my neck goes back to feeling like shit. oh well. but for that half an hour, i'm in heaven, and that's what i pay the money for. it's an escape from my ever-present tourette's.
i'm sitting here with a bottle of gatorade, wondering if i should drink it because i don't want to have to pee during my massage. on workweek days, i am well-hydrated because i drink so much (3 vitasoy's, one can of coke, one bottle of gatorade, plus whatever i drink during lunch), and i piss quite often. it's good; usually by the end of the day, my piss is clear, which is a good thing, right?
sleep has been awesome these past few days. the temperatures have cooled down, and snuggling in my blankets feels soooo good. plus, i've been having cool dreams (i think), so that is a plus, too. i just hope there isn't another heat wave come august.
one of my friends drives from sunnyvale (where he works) all the way up to san francisco (richmond district) for a haircut. that's crazy! how much of a difference does it really make? of course, i shouldn't be one to talk, because i just go to supercuts, and i don't care how i look. but the thing is, i *should* care. but no, i just walk around with an un-gelled monchichi do on my head. it makes a bad impression on people, but i'm just too lazy to do my hair every day. hm.
i found k2's friendster profile today (by chance; no, i'm not stalking her). i didn't feel any emotions or anything, but i was definitely curious to see what she had to present. after spending just over 4 years together, it's almost impossible to remove all lingering curiosity over the person.
i watch a lot of _friends_. i don't know why. i mean, i used to like it, but now, i get annoyed with all of the audience laughter (i mean, they laugh at anything! grrr), and the dumb humor. and plus, i've seen every episode at least a few times. so why do i watch it? i think it's because it's familiar to me, sort of like seeing old pals and being comfortable with them. *shrug*
ok, that's all for today. can't wait for my massage! :)