so today, we left early for lunch to go to banana leaf in milpitas. we had a half an hour wait (at least) in the blazing sun just to get seated. and honestly, i didn't think the wait was worth it. i got the chow kueh teow (one of my favorite malaysian dishes), and it was only ok. so why is this place so busy? i don't get it.
so last night, after i fell asleep, around 1:30am or so, i woke up with this raging boner. it was so hard it almost hurt. so decided that i would relieve myself by flushing the pipes. however, after like 20 minutes or so, i couldn't get myself off so i decided to quit and go back asleep. so that explains why i am sexually frustrated today.
speaking of which, what does blue balls feel like? i've never had them, and i'm curious. it doesn't sound fun, though, although it seems easy to fix; a simple wank session should do the job, right?
my tics are horrible today. especially at banana leaf. heat really makes my tics bad, because i'm all uncomfortable and stuff. but anyways, my current condition depresses me. i thought i was in an upswing just a few weeks ago, but now it seems like i'm in another tourette's rut. you should seen some of the "you're a freak" looks i got during lunch from the women at the next table. sigh.
so i have my physical tomorrow. i'm worried about the blood drawing. and i'll have to hold in my tics, too, which will be tough. can you imagine the bloody mess that will happen if i twitch violently while a big fat needle is stuck in my arm? *shivers*
ok, that's it. i know, my posts are getting shorter, but i just feel like shit in the afternoons. gonna go home and rest now.