man, today was a lazy day. my tics have been acting up lately, so i'm getting massage at 5:30 to alleviate some of the tightness in my neck. it should be great. and plus, i get to leave work a little early, so that's a bonus.
so pending laziness and lethargy, i plan on resuming my basketball playing tomorrow. i haven't exercised in a couple of months, so we'll see how badly i suck wind after a game or two. this upcoming physical on friday is scaring me; i'm afraid that my cholesterol will be superhigh or my smoking will have permanently damaged my lungs or something. we'll see.
i had an amazing dream last night. i got to make out with a girl! and plus, i distinctly remembering touching her right breast. ah, boobs. i miss them. i can't remember who i was fooling around with, though; the memories i make in my dreams fade away very quickly, but i think it was my piano teacher back when i was in high school.
speaking of amazing, i had the best dump today in a very long time. it was long, thick, and it felt really good coming out. i looked back in the toilet, and it indeed was a log. i wish i had a digital scale so i could see exactly much it weighed.
over the weekend, i saw some movies on tv that i hadn't seen in a while. saturday afternoon, spike tv was showing _fist of legend_, one of my favorite jet li movies. the fights were amazing, and i enjoyed watching it again, despite the bad dubbing. and sunday night, i watched _face off_, which i think was one of john woo's better american works. ah, bullet ballets...
it's interesting how my qualification on porn (for wanking purposes) has gotten much more demanding. back when i was a kid, i could blow my wad just by looking at a low-quality vcr freeze-frame of some woman's breasts. but these days, it's gotta be high quality. magazines don't work for me (i need real-time action), and for videos, the sex has got to be good. certain positions don't do it for me, for example. i've become a porn snob!
ok, i've run out of things to say. t-minus 26 minutes until my massage! *huzzah*
man, i need to do more over the weekends. i don't know what i want to do, but it should be *something* instead of nothing.
friday night, nelson and i had dinner at spice islands in downtown mountain view. i like what we ordered there, but i wasn't really hungry. we grabbed roasted barley pearl milk tea at tea era and just chilled along the street. nelson remarked how it was very "euro." i like people watching, so i was content to just sit there and chat a little bit.
saturday was the worst. i didn't see a human soul except for the guy at the taco bell drive-thru window. i got (among other things) the spicy chicken cruncy wrap supreme. i think it's the last time i'll get it; they don't put enough chicken in there, and it's not as tasty as i remembered it to be. but otherwise, i did nothing all day, except watch tv. it was pretty depressing, actually.
sunday, a group of us went to the stacks in menlo park. we only waited for about half an hour, which is good considering it's stacks. i think it's time to let go of this place. i used to rave about it, but now, it's just not as good anymore. i don't know what changed, but i wasn't as happy about my meal (bacon and avocado omelet) as i used to be.
there was an arts fair along santa cruz street, so afterwards, we just walked around and looked at the booths. but then, it got too hot, so we went home.
after nelson dropped me off, i took care of some errands afterwards (getting my meds and buying cigarettes) and went home for a naked nap. it was just too hot to be wearing clothes.
later on, i met up with alan and ting at hanamaru in sunnyvale for some japanese food. i got a beer and had some sushi, while alan prodded me to try to get me to start running. but yeah, dinner was fun, although i wish we could hang out more.
and that was it. a pretty lazy weekend, and now it's monday. *blech*