hey people. i'm stressed out. work hasn't been going well; i have a shitload of things to look at, and nothing seems to be working. arrrgh!
have you guys ever said "i love you" too soon? i am the king of doing that. i once said it to a girl (k1) two days into our relationship. we were making out, and i just whispered it to her in the middle. *embarrassed* and in all the times i've said it for the first time, i've never gotten it back.
i fall in love pretty easily. however, i haven't had a fixation on a girl for a while now. maybe i'm just getting old or something, you know, how your heart dies as you age. i haven't felt that excitement in my heart for a long time now.
does anyone use sitemeter? they have an ad that features a "fart button" with the tagline of "press it. you know you want to." what does that button do? i'm afraid to press it at work, but it's so tempting. farts are so amusing. :)
lately, i've rediscovered mu shu pork. i've had it twice in the last month, and it's pretty damn good! i never thought it was an authentic chinese dish, but who cares if it's that tasty. we ordered it today when we went to milpitas for lunch, and i thought it was really good, even without the wrap and the sauce.
my stomach has really shrunk. i've lost about 7 pounds or so, and usually, i just eat one meal a day. i get a little hungry late at night, but i just deal with it and go to sleep.
speaking of sleep, i had a really good session last night. perhaps it was because i got up at 5am to send off my dad, but my sleep was really solid. i remember dreaming about hugging an old acquaintance (she was a girl) who had a bald head, and later on, i saw her with hair, and it turned out she was wearing a cap with fake hair. and they were laughing at me.
i really need this project at work to be over with. after it's done, i'm going to take a few days off and just chill out at home. memorial day's 3-day weekend really did wonders to my tourette's, and even though i'm still ticcing, i'm not getting all the anxiety that used to come with the disorder.
my dad's funny. he set up all these wireless webcams in various places (both our houses and his office) so he can watch people come in and out. he can access the live feeds over the internet. what a voyeur! luckily he didn't ask me to install one, or else my naked time would be highly compromised. ha!
so are you guys excited about the world cup? i don't watch soccer (i get bored), but in back in 1998, i used to go to the irish pub on castro every day to watch the games during lunch. and during last year's world cup, i tried to stay awake until 4am to watch the finals, but i wound up crashing and not being able to wake up.
ok, i have a headache. time to go.