hello. happy cinco de mayo! today was free lunch day downstairs in the cafeteria. but instead of getting mexican food, they got thai food. hm. go figure. i didn't think it was very good (here, the food never is), but at least they had mango with sticky rice. yum!
i am incapacitated with my tics. i can't do any work, because once i drop my arms to the keyboard, i start ticcing like crazy. eating is tough because i have to eat with one hand on my head. (yeah, i know it looks weird.) be *thankful* that i'm typing out this blog entry for you folks, because it is really causing me pain.
does anyone out there like the porn star kobe tai? i have one of her "best of" dvd's, but i don't really like any of the scenes in the compilation. in many cases, the guy is using a condom (why do that if it's porn?), and in other scenes, you can clearly see the scars from her breast augmentation. scars just aren't a turn-on, you know? but i think she gives good blowjobs. she does this thing where she practically swallows the guy's entire schlong, and the dude moans; no doubt she is doing some masterful tongue-swirling or something like that.
i've said this before, but i've never really liked blowjobs. most likely, it's because i've never gotten a good one. one time, i even lost my boner while getting sucked off. (the girl was embarrassed.) but i have come inside a girl's mouth, and that feels *really* good. *shrug*
so come to stanford taiko's annual spring concert! it's at dinkelspiel auditorium, tomorrow at 8pm. tonight is their dress rehearsal, and it'll be the first time ever that i won't take pictures of them in their full gear. (i have a birthday dinner to go to.) i feel sort of guilty, though, because that's my annual thing that i do for the group, and i feeling like i'm letting them down or something.
it's hard to believe that vanna white is 50 now. she still looks good, and she denies having any cosmetic surgery besides trying botox a few times.
so is anyone going to brave the crowds this weekend and try to see MI3? i used to have a big thing about going to all the blockbuster opening nights, but then i just got tired of it, i.e. getting to the theater an hour early, standing in line, stressing about finding good seats, etc.
today i had one of those dumps where i felt like i wasn't finished. don't you hate that? i mean, i dumped once, and then my sphincter just felt itchy and burning, and i kept thinking that i needed to dump some more. so i pushed and pushed, and nothing came out. it was very uncomfortable.
ok. that's it. i'm cutting this one short. gonna go home early and rest up for my dinner. that's the thing about my TS right now; i am very uncomfortable in social situations because i have to control my tics better. but when i force myself not to tic, it only means that the next storm will be worse. sigh. life sucks.