hey people. so stomp last night was pretty good. my biggest beef with the show, though, is that they keep doing the same stuff. i've seen them three times now, and all three shows were pretty much identical. so i guess i don't need to see them anymore, huh?
i'm having korean bbq burps today. i got some daeji bul kogi (spicy pork) and a beer, so that totalled around $20. pretty expensive for lunch. i think i'll stop getting beer from now on. they usually cost like $4-5 extra, and i don't get a buzz, not do i feel like it helps my tics. (fyi, i don't tic when i'm buzzing or drunk.)
i broke down today and got a massage appointment. my left shoulder is KILLING me with all the tics. i need somebody to give me a good rubdown and help loosen the area. i know i just got a massage a few weeks ago, but i need some therapy. and i rarely tic when i'm getting a massage, so it's a good 30 minutes of reprieve from the storm of tics; it's like an escape for me.
i had a dream last night that i got involved in multiple car accidents. and in one of them, i was thrown out of the front windshield. pretty violent stuff. did i not buckle my seatbelt in my dream? *ponder* there was also another bit of the dream about vampires. i wonder what caused that.
i haven't taken a dump today. i guess i'm eating very little these days. in the mornings, i'm usually down to 170 or so on my scale. i want to be 165 and get rid of this nasty gut that i've developed. it's so unattractive.
so i'm hoping the lakers beat the suns tonight (even though i like steve nash) so the lakers and clippers have a showdown at the staples center (where they both call home). who would have home field advantage? and would it really be one, if they both play at the same arena? anyways, i'm curious as to how that series would play out.
yesterday, i was getting all these hits for people looking for katharine mcphee's wardrobe malfunction. i don't get the big deal. so she flashed some panties at the camera. it's not like she was wearing a g-string or something. they were just regular, white underwear! it would have been cooler if she were wearing something skimpy. then, i would like her even more.
cool underwear is sexy. it makes me excited and happy. my favorite item that an ex used to wear was a translucent bra. i got to see the nipples and everything. now that's super-sexy!
the other time where she totally turned me on was when she shaved off all her pubes. i know people say it's a schoolgirl fetish or something, but i don't think so in my case. i just think it's clean, refreshing, and utterly titillating. i couldn't stop thinking about it the first night i saw her naked. and plus, it makes giving head much more enjoyable. no pubes in my teeth! :)
i like giving head. i like knowing that i have the power over the girl by giving her pleasure with my undivided attention. i like knowing that i can give her orgasm with just my tongue. the best part is when they come, and they start flapping like a fish, i get a firm grip on their thighs and lick even more furiously. good shit!
sigh. all this sex talk, and i have no one to do it with.
ok, a few more minutes, and i'm off to my massage. bye!