this might sound odd, but do you guys ever have to psyche yourself up for being social? for me, i do it sometimes. i have to tell myself to be talkative, prep myself for some conversation, etc. sometimes i feel completely anti-social, but when i have to go somewhere with friends, i have to change my mentality when it comes to being social. *shrug* i think it's my tourette's; i don't like to tic too much when i'm with friends, especially if they don't know me or aren't that familiar with me and my tics.
so i got my hardware divider working! woo-hoo!
so i finally successfully organized a mongolian bbq outing. man, that shit smelled good right after they grilled it. i always add a whole lot of chili paste (two big scoops), so it smelled wonderfully spicy. and now i'm satiated with it, and i don't need to go back there for another few months. it can be a bit heavy and gross, so i can't imagine the fact that we used to go there every week.
i'm lonely without my buddy W at the company. i mean, i talk to the other people, but i look forward the most to seeing W. he's in china right now, taking pictures and travelling the province of canton. (is that a province? i'm just making it up.)
so march madness comes to a close tonight when UCLA battles florida for the national championship. it's been an interesting tournament, despite the fact that stanford wasn't in it. for me, the highlight/lowlight has to be gonzaga's heartbreaking loss to UCLA in the sweet sixteen. poor, poor adam morrison. i will never forget the sight of him sobbing on the floor.
speaking of emotions, have you guys seen the applebee's commercial with the high school basketball coach? in the ad, he's retiring, and when they go to applebee's, a waitress asks him to help her put up a picture. and it's a picture of him, signed by his players, with the enscription "forever our coach." man, if i could cry, i would be bawling at that commercial. so touching!
i'm getting a haircut today. it's about time, too. i didn't get a haircut all of last march, and it's supposed to be a monthly thing. my head is all fuzzy; i look like monchichi! hehe. i'm all scruffy, especially in the back. these days, i've been wearing my trust blue marlin baseball cap; it's starting to fall apart, though. i've had that hat for more than ten years!
chester, they don't always serve pad see ew at aroy-dee's buffet. sometimes it's pad thai, other times it's jun pad poo. but there's always one rice noodle dish. and i agree... pad see ew is the bomb, somewhere up there in my list of favorite thai dishes. just load up the hot sauce!
so do most guys have porn stashes? what's your favorite scene? mine is where this one brunette is having sex with a guy while sitting on a chair. i don't know what it is about it, but it turns me on. A LOT. i also like seeing guys blow their wads inside the girl. to me, that's the more natural/common act of sex. i mean, in real life, how often do you pull out and wank off in a girl's face? that's just not REAL, and plus, it doesn't feel that good either. coming inside a girl feels MUCH better. *slurp*
sometimes i wonder if i'd ever videotape myself having sex with a girl. is that a turn-on? i think if i ever did that, i'd have to recruit one of my friends to carry the camera because a static location would be boring. but then again, as much as i have good friends, i don't think any of them would ever volunteer to videotape me. that'd be kind of weird, right? downright WEIRD!
i can't picture any of my guy friends having sex. it's a place in my mind that i never go. some of the girls, yeah, i can imagine them, especially if i think they're attractive. but my guy friends? nah. too icky. same thing goes with my parents. i think my dad is the lustful one of the two, though. and one time, i'm pretty sure i walked in on them having sex. my dad was on top of my mom, and when he heard me, he jumped up. i think he had clothes on, though, at least underwear, so he must have put them back on really quickly.
ok, enough for today. an hour or so, and i get a haircut! laters.
so let's see... friday night, nelson, mikeC, jen and i met up at korea house for a feast of grilled meats and tofu soup (soon du bu jige). i had a beer!
saturday, i didn't do much. i woke up at 1pm, and watched the final four coverage and both games. cindy came over for the second game, and it was a blowout, so we just chatted and caught up. for dinner, we got our usual pizza, and it was pretty damn good. i know domino's doesn't serve the best stuff, but it was pretty satisfying.
sunday, i met up with nelson and mikeC at mercado. we had a quick lunch at in 'n out, and watched _inside man_. i didn't really like the movied; it was slow for a bank heist thriller, and i was expecting a big twist at the end which never happened. oh well.
after that, i went to adam and rae's new house. it's nice! lots of windows, very airy, and it smelled good because adam was making his famed beef noodle/tendon soup. yum. i didn't stick around for dinner (he needed three hours to stew the tendon), but i did have a taste of the soup. yum. i'll have to go over there when adam makes it next.
for dinner, alan, ting and i met up at ryowa. ryowa ramen is fine, but i just don't like their bench seating, which makes conversations awkward when you have more than two people.
i think i did too much social activity that day, because i was feeling a little jittery and panicked during dinner. i went home and took some xanax (along with FOUR other medications), and slept fine.
sigh. monday. i fucking HATE mondays.