ah, so it's hump day. i'm feeling a little better about my work today; i wrote a test, and i've been debugging it. yes, i had some bugs, more like errors due to negligence and brainfarting during my massive coding days. it was hard to keep track of all the changes i was making.
so i saw my psych today. i'm getting off of seroquel, although that might affect my sleeping. some people take seroquel to help them to sleep, so i'm a little worried that i've grown dependent on the med, and i'll have a tough time falling asleep without the drug. and i'm starting on a new med. geez, i'm a real-life living breathing chemistry experiment!
so last night's american idol. yup. taylor hicks's song was lame. i mean, i liked his energy and all, but the song just sucked. it didn't show off taylor's range or anything. i hope he doesn't get voted off. i thought the best song/performance was done by chris daughtry. but he's fucked if he ever gets out of his rocker mentality. like salsa or jazz, for instance.
i'm getting a massage tomorrow. i'm excited. i've been ticcing harder than usual (which partially explains why i've been smoking more lately), and my neck and left shoulder really hurt. it's like waking up with a stiff neck, but 24 hours a day.
i had lunch with alan today. baja fresh. i like their burritos, but they don't wrap them in foil, so the bottom eventually falls out, and you get this big old mess. i also bumped into old vivace networks coworkers, chi-kai and amir. it was good seeing them. ah, the grand old days of the dot com boom. what still impresses me to date is the fact that i thought most of the vivace people were fucking brilliant. it's hard to see that much talent concentrated in one company these days.
so how often do you guys shave? i get a decent amount of growth after 3 days, and the problem is, when i shave facial hairs that are that long, i get skin irritation, and sometimes even blood comes out of my pores. it hurts! it burns! so maybe i should shave more often? hm.
i don't get why bukkake is so popular. (well, popular relative to other sexual oddities) i mean, what is the draw to a woman who is willing to take multiple guys popping their spunk on her face? i read somewhere that it's a degradation of women thing, but it just doesn't interest me. i don't like porn where the guy pulls out and blows his wad on a girl's face or in a girl's mouth. better ideas include coming inside the woman's vadge or getting a spooge-laced blowjob. and it feels better than manual gratification, too.
hm. i haven't taken a dump today. irregularity bothers me.
i haven't been very fashionable these days. lately, for the past few months, i just throw on a t-shirt and cover it up with a jacket or a sweatshirt, zipped all the way to the top. maybe one of these days, i'll wear nothing underneath my outer layer and see if people notice. ha!
i think i need new shoes. or bring back some old shoes into the rotation. these days, i switch off between my green steve madden's and my black/white puma avanti's. both are getting ratty and smelly, which is not flattering to my feet.
i need some lovin'.
alan asked me today if i've noticed that i'm getting older. i said no, except for one thing. on friendster's main page, they list four single women in the area, along with their ages and location. i've noticed that ever since i turned 30, the ages of the women have gone up. i get 33-35 year olds, and i never used to get those before my 30th birthday. sigh. so i guess i *am* getting old. ick.
ok, back to debugging. ciao!