yo!
so i took my 200mg (new dosage) of seroquel this morning, along with my haldol and benztropine. i am VERY sleepy. i read some posts written by people who've taken seroquel, and most of them commented about the sedating effects of the drug. man. how am i supposed to function like this? and i'm supposed to play basketball in about half an hour!
so what's up. i'm writing early today because i have an afternoon meeting and need to get some shit done in addition. writing these entries usually takes me half an hour (it's not that i'm a slow typist, but thinking of things to say takes a long time). i blame the drugs for slowing down my brain. can you imagine if i weren't on medications? these entries would be longer and MUCH more entertaining.
my brother just IM'ed me. he has to write about the group enigma for his medival music history class. the topic of the IM isn't the point; it's the fact that he contacted me just to talk about the events in his life. that touches me. we aren't that close (we're 10 years apart), but love my brother. and i hope that we can grow closer in the future.
i noticed that for the past few months, ever since i IM'ed him for the first time, he adopted my AIM buddy icon. my icon is a woman's nipple, and for a few months, he was using that as well. i never asked him what that was about. but anyways, he's reverted back to his jimmy eat world buddy icon. by the way, my icon is COOL. who doesn't love a woman's breast? :)
what causes bloody boogers? i mean, is it a cut or something inside your nose? how come it doesn't hurt? how come nosebleeds don't hurt? hm. i just picked out quite a large piece of matter in my nose, and it was all black and stuff. i think it's black because it's dried blood. hm.
i get to have peking duck tonight! i can't wait. and also, those honey walnut prawns (which i'm sure we'll order) will be good, too. let the decadence and the consumption of fat begin!
did anybody watch tuesday's _american idol_? you know that fat black girl at the end of the show in the short skirt and the silver tube top? she pissed me off. what i don't get about the show is how so many talentless people (i mean, horrible singers) think that they're good. i mean, how do you NOT know that you suck? it baffles me. i guess narcissism knows no bounds. and self-love blinds you (or rather, it makes you deaf).
ok, that's all i can muster up for today. i'm off to basketball.