hello people. i am very upset right now. i'm supposed to debug this thing that has nothing to do with me; i don't know the design or what it's supposed to do, yet i've been asked to figure out what is wrong. that's almost fucking impossible to do! *RAAR*
anyways, days like this, i really hate my job. it just gets me down. i've been wondering what else i'm qualified to do, and the thing is, i don't want to switch fields because i'd have to start all over again, e.g. my salary. i've built up enough of a good reputation as a chip designer that i've managed to rake in a decent salary. sigh. change is tough.
at this point, i am just dying for the weekend to come. i guess i should be happy that today is hump day, and the workweek is half over. but still, the weekend couldn't come sooner.
i had a mini-nightmare last night. i don't remember the full details, but it was like something from _the ring_, i.e. electric appliances acting on their own and causing an impending death. i remember waking up right before i was supposed to get killed, and realizing that i was in a nightmare and then trying to think happy thoughts to make the scary imagery go away. *phew*
i must have had some fitful sleep. i woke up with my blankets all messed up and sideways and shit. i wonder what's on my mind that's been bothering me and manifesting itself in my sleep. maybe it's work. *ponder*
i had my favorite thai dish (jun pad poo) today for lunch. four of us headed out to mountain view for burritos, but then V mentioned that krung thai had opened up a location in the san antonio shopping center, so we went there instead. man, jun pad poo is soooo fucking good. fyi, i ordered it "spicy" and without onions. the onions are no good.
i've been trying to figure out what causes my dumps to be dry and solid and what makes them soft and mushy. so far, i can't come up with any correlating factors; it's just sort of random how they turn out. i like my dumps to be dry. they smell better and feel better coming out. hm. i wonder if i would enjoy anal sex with me being the recipient.
i thoroughly enjoyed last night's back-to-back episodes of _scrubs_. it's such a good show. i laughed out loud during the bit about fondling breasts. man, i haven't touched a boob in a long long time. i love boobs. i miss boobs. i sort of with i had some of my own to play with.
it seems alan is enjoy ting's christmas gift, this video game called worlds of warcraft. i think this is another one of those online RPG's. i used to play MUD a lot, and this is sort of like a graphical version of the text-based games of old. man, i was so addicted to MUD over two summers at my summer job. alan has been prodding me to play, but i think i would just get addicted all over again. *shiver* you wouldn't believe how much time i sank into MUD during those two summers at TI.
ok, that's the deal-io for today. back to my futile debugging.