November 22, 2005

frustration with code

well, it's been a sort of annoying day. i finally got my tests to run, and they don't match! (this is the cmodel test vs. the rtl test.) i'm sifting through code i don't understand, hence the annoying part. *RAAR*

man, thanksgiving break couldn't come sooner.

i've been downstairs at the cafeteria for the last week or so. i don't like the food, but nobody wants to go out to eat. this is where is miss my ex-coworker T. he was always up for going out. sigh. today's lunch included a disgusting sausage, some suspicious lasagna, and a weird cauliflower quiche.

so much for the hype. stanford men's basketball was pre-season ranked #13, and they lost to UC irvine the other day. irvine! so now we've dropped out of one poll, and are #25 in the other. even that might be generous. sigh.

i had a dream about my high school crush A. she was wearing an open white robe that displayed a completely shaved pubic region. pretty sexy, if you ask me. i advocate trimming pubic hair (even though i don't do it myself, i'm afraid to) on women because it makes their genitals look prettier. and plus, when i'm giving head, i don't get pubes stuck in my teeth. bonus! and no, i do not believe that those who like shaved pubes have some sort of young girl fetish.

does anybody else get recurring dreams of where they're in school, and they've forgotten to study for an exam or failed to turn in an essay or realized they don't have enough credits to graduate? i get them once every so often, and they're really bothersome. i hate anxiety dreams.

i have yet to have a lucid dream, i.e. one in which you're aware that you're dreaming. i've heard that in that case, you can completely control what happens. a lot of people choose to fly in that case, but for me, i'd be more into having sex with some hot girl. :)

also, i have never had a wet dream before, thank goodness, because then i'd have to wash my blankets and sheets. i've had erotic dreams which cause massive wood, but i have yet to expunge during sleep. are wet dreams common among men? i have yet to hear from anyone who's had one.

i am still getting backaches every morning. i gotta talk to my psych about it, and see if it's the seroquel. what would you choose? mental anguish (i.e. panic attacks) or physical pain? i think that's a toughie. the only consolation is that my backaches don't last forever, only a few hours after i get out of bed. and i'm definitely not looking forward to sleeping for two nights at emi's house on the living room floor in a sleeping bag.

did i mention that my sleeping bag is beautiful? it's bright yellow and black, sort of like a bumblebee. it cost a lot of money at the north face. i originally got it because i was planning on an all-nighter at work back at vivace networks, and i needed a sleeping bag. so i went out and paid $300 for it (i don't seem to mind paying a premium for beautiful items), and i've only used it a few times.

anyways, i'm off for a cigarette break. take care, people.

Posted by dardi! at 04:38 PM | Comments (1)