greetings and salutations! how are you guys doing out there? someone e-mail me!
it's hump day! *huzzah* despite not quite understanding what i have to do at work, my mood has been a little chipper now that the middle of the week is almost over. i'm headed to alan's house tonight for dinner; he's grilling up some tasty kal-bi, but of course, the best thing about this is that i get to see him and ting. ting's dad is also here, and he's a good guy as well.
i have a conflict of schedule on sunday. i usually sleep until noon, but then again, there's the cowboys/giants NFL game on tv, starting at 10am. hm, we'll see if i can drag my ass out of bed to catch the game. it's gonna be BIG! GO COWBOYS!
so lately, when i try to sleep, i get these little clutches of panic in my chest. they're different from panic attacks, which is more of a brain freaking out; this is sort of a chest panic, like i feel like i just *have* to toss myself to get rid of the feeling. they're rather annoying, and i think it's because of the changes in medication. hopefully, (crossed fingers) after i get adjusted to the seroquel, they'll go away. hopefully.
so i must have been hungry last night. i can always tell i'm hungry if i start craving taco bell. usually, i'm pretty negative on the bell, but if i'm in a starving state, their food starts sounding good to me. so last night, i got a spicy chicken burrito, a baja chicken gordita, and two meximelts. i was stuffed afterwards, and it only cost me $5.91! that's pretty cheap.
i've been analyzing why i get so quiet in some social situations and why i am comfortable in others. i think it has something (at least a bit) to do with the size of the group. i'm usually happy if the group is no larger than 4 people, but when it gets bigger than that, i start to feel uneasy. it's weird, i know.
but, the last few times i've been quiet, i've sat at the corner end of the table. maybe next time i'll try to sit in the middle, so i can have more access so the conversation(s).
it's weird, though, that i can be very social or a complete wallflower depending on the situation. you'd think that i would have a "basic" persona, i.e. i would act according to my baseline personality, not the situation. yup, definitely weird.
i definitely need to exercise more. and that, coupled with eating less (like yesterday, i played basketball, skipped lunch, and had taco bell) will make me lose weight. i lost 3 pounds yesterday! *flex*
i am craving a vacation. that, and the gemelli at pasta pomodoro. too bad, though, because they switched from the gemelli to a rigatoni, and rigatoni just doesn't taste as good. my theory is that it doesn't have a way to suck up the sauce compared to gemelli pasta.
my watch battery died at exactly 8:26:21 last night. which is a pain in the ass, because i take my watch to the johnson & co. jewelers in stanford shopping center. (i have a tag heuer, so i look for tag licensed stores.) i'm still wearing my watch, though, and every once in a while, i look at it out of habit. luckily, i have my cell phone, so i still know what time it is.
ok, i'm off! have a great hump day folks!