i'm knee-deep in debugging, although i don't understand a lot of the code that i'm taking over. i found a nasty bug in my code, though. ouchie!
i pissed on my shoes today. my pee stream started off a full 90 degrees to the left, which means that it missed the urinal entirely and splashed onto my shoes. ick.
i got an e-mail today from jeff, a long lost friend from my high school senior year church days. yeah, i went to church for a year, but that was mainly to accompany my mom, who was converted. then, after meeting the kids there, i fell in love with one of the girls there, and she became the reason why i went to church. pretty wrong, huh?
in my family, my dad and i aren't religious, but my brother and mother are devout. it's a weird rift, and it can get pretty uncomfortable, especially when i call up my mom to chat and the whole thing turns out to be her preaching the gospel to me. !! yeah, it can get pretty uncomfortable. my mom keeps wanting me to go to church and find a nice prissy church girl to be my wife.
is there any good tv on tuesdays? i tried watching _arrested development_ the other week, and it was just too weird for me. after that show is _kitchen confidential_, which i caught in full last night. i dunno. i don't really care about any of the characters, and the fact that xander from _buffy_ is on the show just weirds me out. that guy will *always* be xander!
my right pinky nail is getting long. i am so tempted to start mowing it down with my teeth, but i'm refraining for as long as possible. i need long pinky nails to scrape the earwax out of my ears.
last night was the first night of good sleep without medication. last week, i think i used either xanax or benadryl each of the nights to help me fall asleep. but aside from a horrible saturday, i haven't had panic attacks for the last two days. maybe i'll get one tonight? *knocks on wood* either way, i feel like i'm well-armed with my meds.
i haven't taken a dump in like 3 days. i wonder what knocked me off the wagon of regular-ness. i'm not constipated or anything; there's no pressure in my bowels. i've been constipated before, and man, it is very uncomfortable. it's like i'm carrying all these extra "matter" with me, and i can't get rid of it. it's a very awkward situation to be in.