howdy folks! i'm bored. :( someone please write me an e-mail; gimme some lovin'!
i'm having pizza chicago tonight with mike and company tonight. i purposely ate a small lunch (polish dog at costco and a box of fruit) in anticipation. hopefully we'll order the al bundy pizza, and i can get my garlic fix.
i've been yawning incessantly today. not sure why that's happening.
my sleep seems to alternate between nights where it feels soooo good to be in bed and nights where i'm silently panicking over something that i have no idea over. it's really weird, these two extremes in juxtaposition. strange.
i caught the _friends_ episode last night where joey professes his love for rachel. you know, that takes a lot of balls, i.e. confessing that you are in love with this girl knowing that chances are that she's not in the same place. i mean, if you know you're going to get shot down, then why do it? it'll just hurt a ton, and why put yourself in that position? sure, it must be good to get it out in the open, but a public unrequited love is just such a painful situation.
you know what's harder to pull off than a pink shirt? a purple shirt. i have neither of these in my extensive wardrove, but back in the day, i did have a blueberry yogurt-colored t-shirt in college. (for obvious reasons, i called it my "yogurt shirt.") anyways, pink on a man says "i am confident enough in my masculinity to pull this off." but purple? that just says "i have bad taste in clothing." hehe. sorry if i offended anyone. :)
i was thinking more about my panic attacks, and it seems that they might stem from prolonged social exposure. which is a real kicker, you know, because i crave social situations. but it seems like the longer i go without a break, the higher the chance that i start panicking and stuff. i don't know what it is, and it seems that even when i'm with my most comfortable friends, it still happens. *RAAR*
i love boobs. i miss boobs.
anyways, my friend jessica is planning on taking up my proposition of flying her out to see me. that makes me happy. it won't be for a while, though, because she's still trying to get her life in order in houston. but anyways, i am excited at the opportunity to see her, and i am definitely glad i got off my ass and called her dad in my attempt to reach her. *cheer*
wow, today is going by slowly. i'm ready to go home, and it's not even 3pm yet! ok, take care!