so, i felt really bad for the hurricane victims, so i donated $150 to the american red cross a few minutes ago. i know it's not much, but it's something, right?
i am so sleepy today. i just had a dr pepper to wake me up, but it's not doing the job. maybe i should drink some coffee or something. i'd prefer a hazelnut latte, though. i haven't had coffee in many years.
one of the best times i had in europe last year was when i had lunch alone. the rest of the gang was inside this cafe, but i parked myself at one of the outdoor tables. i had a tuna and tomato sandwich, a cappuccino, and a cigarette. it was fucking grand. i know i sound like i need people around me to be happy, but sometimes some good old alone time is the best.
i need a vacation. any time away from work is good for me; during my two weeks in europe last year, my tics actually got better, that is, until i went back to work.
so i watched _so you think you can dance_ last night. i thought the paso doble dance was very cool and slylish, but i thought ryan's solo breakdancing routine was awesome. that dude can jump on his head and hold the position for a few seconds! that's pretty fucking amazing. i love his asymmetrical hair spikes! he just looks cool.
i'm burping up cheap korean dae-ji bulgoki right now. it tastes really good coming back up. maybe i should puke. *hahha*
i wonder why it is that i used to puke so much. i wasn't bulimic or anything, but i just threw up a lot back then. my view is that it was a form of stress relief, but what was i so stressed out about? and remember my panic attacks last year? i haven't had one yet this year *knocks on wood*, and that is a very very good thing.
although, last night, i was in my easily-irritated state once again. listening to _sportscenter_ just pissed me off, so once the 10pm show ended, i turned off the tv and tried to go to sleep in a big harumph. i don't know why i get in such bad moods; they're really uncomfortable to go through, like a bad mood spell.
so by the end of today, i might have a roommate again. it's been fun living alone; i got some decent naked time earlier this week, and i'll have to say goodbye to that existence. but the financial benefits of not paying rent for two will be good for me.
i am so bored right now. i've already visited all the blogs that i regularly read, and i've gone through the comics on msnbc.com. what else is there? somebody give me a good website to surf!
ok, that's it for today. happy 1st of september everyone! my, this year is closing in on us fast!