why do people bite their nails? is it a nervous thing, or a boredom thing? i might say it's one of the other in my case (morely boredom), but i do find it weird that a person would voluntarily chew off part of his body. it's enjoyable, even! hm.
i've been biting my nails since early childhood. back then, i would bite it to the point where it would bleed or hurt. these days, i'm all about trimming then a bit; i only bite off the white parts. either way, it's kind of a weird habit to have, not to mention highly unsanitary. although i don't know of a person who's gotten sick from biting his nails.
so i mentioned how a few weeks ago i bought 5 cd's from amazon.com. well, yesterday, i gave the new morcheeba cd a full listen-through, and i have to say, i was highly disappointed. the music just wasn't that good, and i don't like the new vocalist's voice. sigh. what a waste of money, because i'm not going to listen to the cd again. no wonder people steal music off the internet.
which is more impressive? a person who sings very well or a person who can dance very well? hm. i think both are quite impressive, as i can't do either. anyways, i am reminded of this because tonight fox has that show, _so you think you can dance_, put on by the _american idol_ peeps.
so i saw my psych this morning. i'm going to up the haldol dosage to 10mg/day. man. i don't have much hope that it's going to do all that much, because i'm already on 8mg, and adding another pill doesn't seem like a big change.
as the day goes, my tics get more and more in the way of my life, meaning i don't enjoy life as much. like today, i went with my buddy w to do some errands at wal-mart and home depot, and by the end of it, i was just very preoccupied by my tics. and while he bought some potting soil at home depot, i just couldn't take it any more and stayed in the car to try to calm down. sigh. tourette's sucks.
i have bitten a girl's nipple so hard that i thought i was going to draw blood. yet, the girl gasped in pleasure. does it really feel that good? my own nipples don't feel like anything when i play with them. maybe a girl's nipples have more nerve endings or something? hm. i don't know.
so after my massage yesterday (which felt really good), i opted to not get some jun pad poo, and instead went after the charro burrito at bueno bueno. i don't know if their stuff is authentic, but it sure is fucking tasty. the best part about the charro is that it comes with garlic paste smeared along the inside of the double tortilla. *lipsmack*
still, though. jun pad poo is some tasty shit. i will get some someday soon.