howdy there, folks. my left shoulder is killing me right now. whenever i try to raise my left arm, this pain explodes in my shoulder. i don't know what happened. maybe i slept on it funny. the problem is, i usually see my chiropractor for this (and he's been able to perform minor miracles), but i don't want to see him because he'll bug me about going on that diet. i hate guilt trips.
i wonder what sportscenter will be like tonight and tomorrow night. usually, during the summer, it's all about baseball, but with the all-star game coming up tomorrow, there will be no other games happening today. so how are they going to fill an hour-long show with no highlights? that's what i want to see.
i think i am getting fat because of what i drink during the workweek. let's see here... six vitasoy's and two dr peppers equals about 1080 calories per day that i consume. yikes!
so i'm back to my regular dosage of haldol (8mg a day). i still tic, but they're not as relentless compared to when i was completely off the drug. and cigarettes are starting to calm me down again, even though it's not at the level where i was before.
i've noticed that my turds aren't as hard as they used to be. they're kind of soft these days, which is bothersome because i have to wipe harder. i still fold my toilet paper and wipe twice.
i need to do my hair more. saturday night, i looked at myself in the window at cafe verde, and i didn't like what i saw. my hair was all fucked up, and it made me look really bad. i guess i don't care what i look like during the workdays, but at least on weekends, when i go out, i should gel my hair. i'm just hesitant to do it because it takes a decent amount of gel to do it right, and that stuff (american crew) is expensive.
re: the snowballing comments in my post last friday. yeah, i think it shouldn't be a problem to swallow somebody's spunk. i mean, yeah, it doesn't taste like a vanilla shake, but at least it doesn't taste bad in my opinion. i don't mind it. so if a girl were to take a load in her mouth, and she doesn't want to swallow it, i'd rather her snowball it back to me rather than go to the bathroom to spit, which i find to be a turn-off.
one thing that i find rather gross is when a girl takes the load in her ass, and she tastes the spunk. that is downright unsanitary! who knows what kind of funky deadly bacteria (e coli?) live up there, and to ingest it is just a bad idea, isn't it?
i am not a big fan of penne pasta. even with sauce, it's hard to get any flavor into the noodle for whatever reason. it always tastes bland to me. i was bummed out to find that pasta pomodoro no longer carries the gemelli dish; instead, they replace the gemelli pasta with penne, and that causes a big drop in the tastiness of the dish. sigh.
all righty-o, that's enough for today. bye!
shit, i typed this whole thing out, and it disappeared on me. *RAAR*
friday night, i went to bed early. i called around a bit for dinner, but alan and jay weren't around, so i just had my bowl of cereal and called it a night.
saturday, barden and i drove down to san jose for the annual obon festival. we met up with dishi, sharon, steve and linda (and kimi-ann of course). i ate twelve mediocre potstickers and one imagawa-yaki. and then, we watched paul for dinner plans. i headed over to his place early to hang out a bit, and i watched an HD recording of jay leno with jessica alba. damn, she is hot. i'd do her. :)
dinner was 8 of us at korea house. i felt a little bad for ordering non-communal food (kim chee dol sot bop), but to my credit, i didn't touch the communal meat and just ate my entree in peace.
afterwards, we went to the cafe verde in cupertino. i don't know if i like cupertino. i can't believe i'm saying this, but there are too many chinese people there. i was a little uneasy among all the young chinese teenagers coming in and out. fob city!
i got back after midnight, and without sportscenter, i didn't fall asleep until 3-4am. damn. it sucked. so i let myself stay in bed a little longer, and i got out of bed on sunday at 1:30pm. and then, i took another nap! yup, i was a lazy butt.
i stopped by safeway, grabbed two fruit trays, and then headed over to steve and linda's place for a taiko potluck. this was a send-off to the group as they inch closer to performing at the big taiko jam concert in LA next weekend. it was nice hanging around these young, rambunctious college folk, but i felt a bit out of place and just a tad old.
i went back around 8:30 and just prepared for bed. man. all this taiko stuff really makes me wish i was still in the group. but i guess there is a time to do it, and a time to say goodbye to it and make my peace.