June 15, 2005

a $4 lunch

we walked from our company to costco today to have lunch. (well, the long story is that we were supposed to meet up with some old colleagues at sweet tomatoes, but they never showed up.) i had a slice of pepperoni pizza and a hot dog (though i ordered a polish sausage instead), and boy, was i full. i'm even burping up a combo of hot dog/pepperoni right now. they taste weird together. :)

anyways, it was a cheap lunch. costco rocks. next time, i'll have to try their chicken bakes. i've always been tempted, but i need to know if it's good before i actually order one.

out of the blue, cwg IM'ed me. it was a pleasant surprise. i can't say that i'm lusting after her any more, but still, it was a nice reminder of somebody who i used to have a crush on. (haha, obsession is more like it, huh?)

ah, all the girls who i've liked. what memories. it's sort of neat to see all of them at once in my yahoo mail. i have separate folders for every girl who i've liked (well, most of them anyway), and going down the list of names brings me back to when i liked them.

how do they induce a baby birth? do they give them the equivalent of a laxative for the vagina? i have a friend who was due three days ago, but it's not coming out yet. they will try to induce if the baby's not out by next monday. so was just wondering what "induce" meant.

for some inexplicable reason, i am kind of happy today. not sure why. but i like it.

oh, speaking of happy and medication and what not, my psych and i decided to try tapering off the haldol to zero and seeing what happens. i mean, the haldol doesn't seem to be affecting me (i.e. reducing my tic frequency), so why be on drugs if you don't need them? especially when haldol can have some pretty nasty side effects (like tardive dyskinesia *shiver*).

so yeah, i'm going to do this "haldol free" experiment in the next few weeks. i hope i don't go nuts and start ticcing more than i do now. shit, if that happens, i might break my neck! :/

so no takers on people who can set me up with a cool chica? *RAAR* i *said* please, didn't i? :) I'LL BE YOUR FRIEND!

*grumble*

Posted by dardi! at 04:32 PM | Comments (7)