orkut seems to be overloaded these days. i log on pretty rarely. but today i found a rather attractive girl, and when i tried to send a message i had written, orkut crapped out. that's the worst, because i have no idea whether the message got through! *RAAR*
it seems that i will have to give up my obsession with gummy peach rings. i got a bag of them today from the vending machine, and once again (like yesterday) they turned out to be ammonia-like and fake-tasting. i ate two rings, felt sick, and promptly threw the rest away. sigh. i wonder what happened; these are packaged the same way as the old ones, but they taste horrible.
i've been really tired these last couple of days. i think i have been getting bad sleep; last night, i just felt really hot, and i tried to sleep naked without any of my blankets.
man, american idol is TWO hours long tonight. all they have to do is announce the winner, so what the hell are they going to do with a TWO HOUR show? more cheesy ford focus ads? *pukes*
i'm getting a massage today. my regular masseuse decided to leave her old acupuncture place on castro, and now she's renting out a room at some place in palo alto. somehow, i think that was a bad decision, because no one knows about it anymore. i hope she's capable of attracting clients, and i'd hate to see her go out of business due to a lack of patients. :(
this friday has a potential to be nasty. i'm flying into LAX, and i am supposed to wait for a friend to get there afterwards. she's the one who rented a car, so i am 100% dependent on her to get around. and once we get into LA, i'm supposed to navigate us to the rehearsal dinner. shit, i *hate* navigating LA! it's such a maze of highways and traffic, yuck. *blech*
anyways...
i get mad at myself for not wanting to go out and do stuff. i always blame it on my tourette's, like "oh, i'm really ticcy these days, so i should just stay at home and chill." the problem with this thinking is that it justifies not doing a single thing during the weekends. and that makes me feel guilty, like i'm not living life to its fullest. so this long weekend, i'm actually doing something, which feels good, but i'm just worried that i'll be all ticcy and stuff, and i won't be able to enjoy my time with my friends.
ok, it's almost 5pm. time to start clockwatching!