well, today pretty much whizzed by. i was working on synthesis stuff all day, and boy howdy, it's past 5pm already!
i plan on skipping dinner tonight. eating dinners has become such a chore since i'm by myself. it's no fun, so i'm going to stop doing it from time to time. my weight's stabilized around 162 or so, so i'll watch it carefully and make sure that i don't lose weight or anything.
i think i'm actually starting to get sick of gummy peach rings. i bought four bags on the spot yesterday, and today i bought two more. i've been devouring them nonstop, and i feel a little ill.
i can't eat gummy bears, fyi. i think it stemmed from this one incident where my parents bought a huge tub of them, and i ate probably half of the tub. i threw up in multicolor chunky glory, and ever since then, i can't eat them anymore.
and, they restocked the vitasoy. so my two addictions at work are back in full force, i am glad to say.
sometimes i wonder if being a porn star would be fun. i mean, on one hand, you get to do something that's great fun, and with hot girls, too. on the other hand, i've heard that it completely ruins spontaneity, since everything is so staged and stuff. and plus, i've also heard that being a guy is hard because you have to have complete control over your "organ." hm.
speaking of controlling the organ, do you guys out there ever try to hold off your impending orgasm? i've done it before, and it's tough. the cliche is that you think about baseball, but for me, i try doing math problems in my head. ha! honestly, though, i don't really like holding back. but sometimes i just feel that the girl deserves to have a little more; it's not really fair that a sex act usually ends when the guy shoots his wad.
which brings me to another question which i've asked before... when does sex end when it's two women? is it when they've both come? or when they just get tired of licking each other? *ponder*
oh, i need remind myself that i own _sex and zen 2_. i haven't had a chance to watch it yet. shu qi is so cute!
_american idol_ tonight. i feel as though the less performers there are, the more commercials they show. hrmph. but, it's been a week, and i'm still impressed that constantine did "bohemian rhapsody." some people say he's slimy-looking, but i think he's kinda cool. and tall, apparently, when standing next to ryan seacrest.
these days, the thing i look forward to the most is still sleep. that needs to change, i must say, although i don't know how to do it. sleep is just too wonderful.