hey there people. i decided today that i really dislike ham. at lunch today, they were serving this thick cut of ham coupled with diced pineapples. i thought it was hella nasty, but apparently a lot of people were fans of it. i just don't like the salty taste, ick.
i skipped dinner last night. after my massage (which felt really good, despite the fact that the masseuse had to leave for a while to pull needles out of this acupuncture patient), i decided that i wasn't hungry at all, so i just drove home instead of getting some takeout. so today, i am right at 160 pounds. sigh. all of my work at trying to gain weight has gone down the drain.
i have been realizing lately that my closest friends aren't reliable sources of interaction. and that the only source that's potentially reliable is a significant other. it made me kind of sad. i mean, i love my friends, but i have to drill it in my head that they have their own lives, and that often times doesn't include me. sigh.
i just surfed through 926 friendster entries. i don't have a headache, which is good, but i'm sort of unimpressed by the number of cute asian girls in said 926 profiles. how many did i find? three. yup. that's 0.32% hit rate. hot damn! i must stop being so picky.
itching get out of here. the yujster and i are meeting up at ryowa for some ramen glory. and i might get gyoza as well, so i'm looking forward to the meal and catching up with him.
but yeah, re: my friends not being there for me, i'm sort of bummed out about that. i think it's living alone that's made the reality so *real*. up until then, i had always lived with someone, pretty much, and i could count on having a roommate for some basic social stimulus. but now, especially on my weekends, i find myself bored and lonely, and those are two of the worst adjectives that i can use to describe my life. :(
i really need a girl. word.
anyways, i booked my plane tickets for an upcoming wedding over memorial weekend. it turns out i only have two weddings scheduled for that weekend; i wasn't invited to one of them, and i'm not sure if i feel slighted. i'm not that upset or any thing, so i guess it's their loss. but anyways, i'll be spending memorial weekend in LA.
you know what annoys me? people who laugh (loudly) at stuff that isn't funny. i think that is also the reason why laughtracks during sitcoms also irritate the hell out of me. i mean, pay good attention to the dialogue during any _friends_ episode. half of the shit that the "audience" laughs at doesn't even deserve a response! ugh. *shivers*
anyways, it's past 5, and want to go home. i'm looking forward to sleep. *yum*