so it's another monday, and i think have hemorhhoids or something. i took two dumps today, and both of them really hurt, like this burning sensation. yuck. maybe i'll have to go buy some preparation h.
looking back at this past weekend, i think i really need a big shakeup to short circuit me back into life. i am pretty much an idle zombie during my weekends of late, and i'm not happy about that. i've lost interest in everything, i'm antisocial, etc. it's not a good existence.
google phrase of the day:
"giving a guy a handjob is so much easier"
huh? easier than what? a blowjob? that may be so, but a blowjob definitely feels better than a handjob, and it's much more intimate as well. personally, i've never gotten off by either method alone; for me to jizz, i need to do the work. *shrug* i actually start to feel guilty if the girl's been sucking me for too long, and in most cases, it doesn't feel that great either. yep, i've never experienced great fellatio, so maybe that's why i'm not such a big fan of it.
oh, by the way, alan called me last thursday, and we whimsically decided to go see _sin city_ on a workday. i had very high expectations for this movie, but in the end, i was only so-so about it. i'm not much of a film noir person, and this one seemed to go over the top sometimes with its corny dialogue.
BUT. carla gugino has a GREAT body, and she's also got a heavenly set of boobs. WOW! *claps* so plump! so round! they make me want to stick my head into her cleavage and start munching away. like syndromes says, (oYo)
anyways, with all these weddings surrounding me (i know of 4 of them in the coming months), i'm starting to fret a bit about my own situation. that is, my situation of being single for such a long time. i agree that it's sort of a problem, but i'm not sure what remedy for the situation is. what can i do to "resolve" this issue? *confounded look*
oh, and while i was walking through the oval on stanford campus yesterday, i got admonished for smoking by this little girl who couldn't have been older than 10. that made me feel bad.
yeah, i really should quit, sooner rather than later. i told myself that i'd quit when i hit 30, so that gives me six more months of enjoyment. we'll see. i know that smoking is terrible, but for some reason, i can't seem to give it up. (yes, i consider myself addicted to them.)
oh well. speaking which, i'm gonna end this entry now and go for a cig break.
yup, i'm a hermit these days. it's actually pretty pathetic, really.
friday night, i met up with jan and company for a long-awaited rendezvous. i mean, jan's been in town since august or something, and this was our first get-together. we ate at el calderon, where i ordered the chicken encebollado, which was really nasty. sigh. i should just stick with the basics next time i go to a restaurant.
afterwards, we stopped by kapp's pizza for drinks. they didn't have my jameson, so at the recommendation by cliff, i ordered a maker's mark whiskey instead. that thing had bite! ick.
as for the weekend itself, i did pretty much nothing except eat, sleep, and watch tv. on sunday, though, i drove to stanford campus and walked around and reminisced a bit. they were having a community day event in the front part of the quad, so naturally i gravitated toward the sound of the taiko, where my old group had a booth set up.
after i got home, i watched golf for the first time. (that is, i watched it for longer than a few minutes.) the last few holes and the playoff hole with tiger woods and chris dimarco were actually really exciting! and i was happy that tiger won... go asian golfers! (although people say he's more black, but that's not true.)
and that was it for the weekend. sigh. i definitely feel like i wasted this one.