google phrase of the day:
"does an East Indian girl's vagina smell like curry?"
hahaha! a pretty funny concern, if you ask me. i do wonder if it might be true, though. i mean, i have worked with a lot of indian people, and some of them have an interesting smell. i wonder if it's because curry (like garlic) can seep through a person's pores.
i like curry, but i wonder if i would chow a girl's box if it smelled like it. hm.
man, my tics have been HORRIBLE of late. i look like a twitching fool, and i have been smoking a lot to calm myself down. i have a few social activities going on for this weekend, but i don't know if i'll be able to go in this current state. :( damn, i hate tourette's sometimes, and that is an understatement.
why is it that we like the smell of our own farts? even when it's rancid, i don't mind my own flatulence. when it comes out of another person's ass, sometimes i just can't take it. why is that?
i am so looking forward to lying down when i get home. i'm sorry of worried about myself, though, because wednesday i saw my chiropractor AND my masseuse, and neither of them could do anything to help me. so what the fuck am i going to do about the pain in my neck? from the way it looks, it might be permanent. *RAAR*
i miss march madness. what i mean is, there have been years when i wasn't working during the tournament. one time was when i was clinically depressed, and another time was during my east coast tour. both time, i was in front of the tv during the first and second rounds, and all i did was watch basketball. this time, i feel so far removed from the action. although, tonight is the stanford vs. mississippi state game, and i plan on watching it.
i went with my coworker T today to mitsuwa to get some japanese fast food. we both got pork katsu curry, and it just demonstrated why i don't like tonkatsu: the pork is overcooked and dry! chicken katsu is the way to go, i've decided.
so my chiropractor is pushing me hard to go on this special no-carb diet. he truly believes it'll eliminate my tics. and while that is an attractive thing to do, i just don't have the faith that it'll do anything for my tourette's. he even found a guy on the web to cook for me. and while i want to thank my chiro for his concern and his proactiveness, i just want to tell him to shove off and leave me alone.
i don't know why i am so against this diet. surely, it would be something to try, and the upside is that i might be "cured" of my tics. however, i just don't believe that an allergy to food is the root cause of my disorder. something about this whole situation annoys me; i can't pin down the reason, but i'm just bothered by it all.
anyways, i'm heading off soon. have a good weekend, folks!