wow, i am tired today. very strange, given the amount of time i spend in bed. or maybe that's the reason i'm tired: i just sleep too fucking much.
tics are pretty bad. they's gotten to the point where i still tic when i first light up a cigarette. which is pretty alarming because my smoking breaks are the only conscious thing i can do to combat the tics for a few minutes. i'm seeing my psych this wednesday, so i'm going to ask for an uppage of my haldol medication.
my lifestyle has shifted to the point where i am in bed by 8 or 9. man! a few years ago, i used to stay up until 2am for whatever reason. looking back, i have no clue what i used to do or how i spent my time that late. sort of weird, huh? nowadays, if you ask me what i have in my life to stay up for, i wouldn't be able to give you an answer. hence going to bed early. yes, i'm one sad mofo.
boy's night on _american idol_ tonight. the way i see it, none of the girls will be able to challenge the boys this season. i would be very surprised to see a female win the competition. the talent on the girls' side just isn't there. not to say that i think there's one guy who clearly outdistances the rest, but i just think the guys as a collective group heavily outshine the girls.
i feel like drinking a beer right now. what IS it with me and beer?
ok. i'll have a dr pepper instead. hold on.
we went to tomi sushi for lunch today. on one hand, it was good to get away from the cafeteria food that i usually get (mondays usually is pasta), but on the other hand, that meant that i couldn't have my run-in with cwg. usually, we just make eye contact, smile, and wave to each other. it isn't much, but it makes my day to know that we're friendly to each other.
fyi, there is not much going on pertaining to cwg. she's simply too busy to chat on IM, to chat in person, even on weekends. in fact, for the past two weekends, she's worked both saturday and sunday. not a good time to ask to hang out, i guess. we'll see what happens when her gig is up at the company come mid march.
all of this just means that i'm procrastinating with my potential lovelife. which isn't surprising, given my wussy nature. we'll see if i actually have the balls to ask her out when i run out of excuses not to. :)
wish me luck! give me encouragement!
didn't do a whole lot this weekend, especially on sunday.
saturday, i woke up at 12:30pm and waited for cindy to come over to watch the stanford/washington game. washington was ranked #10 in the nation, so i didn't have high hopes for us winning. that said, we played pretty well, and won! i was still nervous when we were up with a few minutes to go, and i got excited only when there were seconds left on the clock. you never know when a team gets super-hot and scores 10 points in 60 seconds, you know?
we split a sausage mushroom and jalepeno pizza, which was pretty good considering it was from domino's. and cindy left right after the game. after that, it was off to the office to do my taxes. i did a haphazard job, and it took an hour. i'm getting $3000 back! woo-hoo! i just hope i don't get audited. *knocks on wood*
i had dinner with jay at pho quyen, this awesome place in sunnyvale that offered an $8.99 combo that came with appetizers, a bowl of pho, and a beer. i don't like beer, but having said that, i've had two beers this past week. go figure. and, on a related note, in 2004, i never got drunk once. perhaps i should kick up my drinking a notch, eh?
sunday was completely boring. i watched the unc/duke game, and the heat/cavs game and took a nap in the living room on the futon. i talked to alan for a bit, and he (once again) chided me for living alone, paying an exorbitant rent that i can't afford. sigh. and i also talked to carol for a bit; it was nice to hear her voice again.
and that was it. i skipped dinner, which explains why all i could think about last night (while trying to go to sleep) was food. sigh. i need more stuff going on in my life than television and sleep.