hey there people. i'm writing an hour early because i've got the time.
so last night's _american idol_ featured the 10 remaining girls. to be honest (which is a catchphrase of simon), none of the performances wowed me. i was hoping that cute girl lindsey cardinale would put up a good perf, but in the end, she disappointed just like the rest of them. and i really don't like mikalah (or however you spell it). her voice bugs.
i took my first dump in like 5 days today. it was a rather hefty one, no doubt due to all the crap (literally speaking) that's been backlogged in my system. it felt good to get rid of it, though; i feel lighter on my feet now that i've expunged the stuff.
it's amazing how cigarettes calms me down. i don't know whether it's the nicotine alone or it mixing with the haldol that's in my system, but i feel all peaceful and stuff when i'm smoking. which is good, because i need these breaks from my tics very badly.
cwg was wearing a nice shirt today. it's really cool how good clothes can make a person even more attractive... it's like good wrapping paper around an already good gift... yum!
so i have tv shows around 8 or 9pm, so what i do is take my nightly shower before then and watch the shows naked in my bedroom. it's been pretty comfortable (being without clothing), although the angle of the tv from my futon bed make my neck uncomfortable and sore. oh well. i do like lounging about naked, so i think i'll keep this routine up. tonight it's _alias_ at 9.
_alias_ hasn't been too good, though. there's not much of a main plotline running through all the episodes. it's more like a serial where each episode is self-contained, and you don't need any backstory or anything to understand where the show is going. i miss the old rambaldi plotline.
yesterday, i spent nearly $10 at arby's. damn, that shit is expensive! i got a chicken sandwich, a beef 'n cheddar, and a small order of mozarella sticks. all of which was good, but i am just wary of spending that much on fast food. i think i'll have a wet burrito tonight; lunch consisted of some bad fish and an even nastier attempt a chicken cordon bleu.
does anybody out there have a lot of experience with vcs (synopsys simulation tool)? i'm running one, and it crashes out because i use up too much memory. is there a way to increase the amount of memory i can use to run a sim? much appreciated if you can help me.
things with cwg are stalling a bit because she's so busy. i want to ask her out over the weekend, but like this past weekend, she worked both days. so hm. i might have to wait until her gig at my company's all finished up before she has time to see me.
in the meantime, though, i'm just trying to make some daily or semi-daily contact. this is mainly over IM, although during lunch, we usually make eye contact, smile, and wave. you have no idea how much this makes my day, especially when i have to suffer through the occasionally nasty food that they serve.
anyways, she's very cute. i don't know if everyone would agree with me, but i find her to be pretty cute. and that's all that matters. :)