wow, my tics are really bad. i'm almost in breakdown phase, i think, so this weekend i'm going to need to rest up and recuperate.
not much i want to talk about today. watching last night's television was sort of uncomfortable, as my neck was really hurting me, and i had to crane it to be able to see the tiny tv set i had in my bedroom. _alias_ was so-so, too, which made the pain i had to go through sort of not worth it.
it's days like this when i get really mad and bitter about having tourette's. i mean, i want to be normal just like everyone else, but i can't because i've got this fucking disorder that messes me all up. *RAAR*
things with cwg have sort of stalled. i do IM her from time to time, but the conversations are short because she is so busy. plus, the actual face time has dwindled down to almost nothing. i feel frustrated.
hell, though. with my tics in their current state, i'm in no position to date anyone. i'd be a walking disaster. i can barely sit still without feeling the next tic building up and eventually exploding all over the place.
so here's a moral question for you folks. if you knew that a guy was total scum and dating someone innocent and unknowing, are you in any position to tell the new girlfriend? does it depend on your relationship to the girl?
in the meantime, i just want to sleep. and i think i'm going to sign off this short entry right here. sorry folks, i'm just not in shape to chat right now. but i'll try to write more tomorrow, ok?