yuck. i have a headache today. just got it within the last hour or so. it throbs!
i was sorely disappointed with _alias_ last night. this show is getting to be 100% episodal, without any common thread weaving all the episodes together. and what's worse, sydney was hallucinating stuff on the show. hellucinations sort of freak me out, especially when they're of spiders and other creepy things.
and they moved _american idol_ to 9pm, so it collided with _alias_. damn the tv schedule!
i need a bigger tv in my room. right now, my big television is downstairs, so i'm using this dinky 13" tv in my bedroom. i almost have to squint to be able to see anything. but, i can't really justify getting another big screen, can i?
i've been asking various people (you know who you are) about this issue i've been having over friendster. in the end, i got three negatives and no positives. so it looks like i won't be using the service to contact this person. sigh. but i want to write this person *so* badly! arrrgh. so close, yet so far.
i don't like to be held back.
i've been very preoccupied these days. hence my lack of content. apologies.
ok, i'm going to have a cig break. brb.
i'm back! while i was out there, i thought about the drama that's been going on my life lately. i mean, in a way, it's sort of pathetic because the drama most likely affects on *me*, and not the other person. the other person has no clue, most likely, how i've been affected. and when drama is like that (not reciprocated), it becomes sort of lame. sigh.
i need to get started on finding a roommate. i'm still sort of iffy about it, you know, the whole "getting along" thing and what not. but i can't afford my rent by myself, so better get cracking on it.
i've been paranoid about people at my workplace (excluding W, my wingman) reading my blog. so today, W's not checking my blog, so i know that anyone who checks it with my company's name in sitemeter is an unknown reader. so far, so good, though...
but yeah, living alone so far has kind of sucked. i miss the presence of alan and ting, even if we're not talking. i like having roommates around because it makes me feel safe at home. without other people, a house just becomes a barren venue reeking of solitude. *blech*
but anyways, tomorrow is friday and the end of yet another week in 2005. sigh. my life's not going anywhere! *RAAR*