damn, this cold sore/staph infection on my lip is really grossing me out. it looks like i've got this nasty-ass pus-yellow THING growing on my face. i picked off part of the scab (because it was annoying me), but i think this is just going to set the stage for further infection. i sure hope the antibiotics that my dermatologist prescribed me yesterday work... ugh, i look hideous.
what's more, i have this compulsion to aggravate the injury by opening my mouth really wide (which i do frequently) so that the scab splits and stings. why do i do it? i dunno. i can't help it; i just like hurting myself, i guess. :/
and the juice that comes out of the sore smells really bad.
hehehehe. ok, i'll stop talking about my wounds now.
so the invitation to sit with us at lunch is not being taken. i think i need another approach with cute work girl. i have this sinking suspicion that she may have a boyfriend. i've got no evidence, but things just usually turn out shitty for me anyway. i've come to expect the worse, i guess... goes back to me being a pessimist and all.
i've had four vitasoy drinks today. i love the stuff. AND it gives me protein!
looking forward to going home today. first, there's the stanford vs. arizona state game on tv, and after that (before the game ends even) there's _the OC_. sexual tension abounds between seth and summer!
i love sexual tension. you know, when both people like each other, but neither one of them has made a move yet. throughout my life, i'm always late on getting together, at least that's what the evidence points to. previous gf's have told me that i could have kissed them sooner, etc. damn, i'm a slowpoke, i know. i wonder what girls i have missed in my life due to my cowardice.
i think i've decided that i'm going to find a roommate instead of moving out. so if you know someone who can afford around $900/month in rent and would like to live with me in a swanky townhouse, let me know! yes, i know $900 is steep, but you get your own large master bedroom with a balcony and your own private bathroom. and, i'll throw in the garage, too!
ok, just got back from a smoking break. grabbed my 5th vitasoy on the way back. *smacks his lips*
i've noticed that for some odd reason, my haldol tablets are 1mg each instead of 2mg. so that means i'm on half the haldol dosage than what i should be taking. hm. maybe that's why my tics are getting worse? maybe.
anyways, i have nothing further to report. toodles!