my tics are worsening. they're not as violent as they used to be, but still, they're getting more and more frequent, and more and more painful. i scheduled a massage at 6pm tonight. hopefully that'll help loosen up some muscles.
during lunch today, cute work girl was right behind me in line to get food. all i could muster up was a smile and a "hey," to which she smiled and "hey"'ed me back. damn, i couldn't come up with something clever and witty to say. arrgh. this is killing me.
there should be a class that teaches how to approach people without forcing the situation. clearly, i have not had enough experience in this. *RAAR*
anyways, what good tv is there on monday nights? i don't watch _24_, and i'm not about to start in the middle of a season, btw.
not much to say today. i think i'm still in a little bit of a shock over my roommates moving out. has anybody has experience finding roommates on craigslist? how has that turned out? any psycho stories to tell me about? i'm pretty paranoid that i'll find a weirdo to live with me, and he'll stab me to death in the middle of the night while i'm sleeping. *shudders*
man, i gotta take a piss badly.
have you ever had to take a leak so badly that when you finally do, it feels sort of like an orgasm? like, this one time when i was in san diego visiting alan, we got stuck in a blockbuster video store for a long time, and already, i needed to go take a leak. but instead, we wound up staying there for a long time, and on the drive back to his place, i felt like i was about to explode. and when i finally got to his bathroom, i let out this huge orgasmic sigh of relief upon letting it out. man!
i've noticed the my current liquid consumption gives me clearer urine. sometimes, i'm so dehydrated, and i don't have much to drink, and my piss is all nuclear yellow and stuff. but nowadays, at work, i drink like 4 vitasoy boxes and two dr peppers, and by mid-afternoon, my urine is almost clear. i think that's a good sign, right?
ok, enough talk about #1's. :)
and speaking of #2's, i've been slightly more regularly lately. i'm still afraid to take a dump at home, though, for fear of flooding the toilet. ick.
ok, i really can't take it anymore. gotta go to the bathroom. bye!
friday night, i met up with alan at mcd's for a quick dinner before he continued packing and moving.
saturday, i didn't do much in the morning. i met up with alan and ting at posh bagel for a quick lunch, and then i spent the afternoon watching college basketball games. then, i met up with cindy at maples and watched stanford totally dominate oregon. yay!
i was supposed to go up to the city to see jay and alex (who was in town from LA), but i had a headache and was tired and not up to driving up to the bubble lounge by myself. sigh. i really wanted to see alex, though. but i had a quick dinner (note: nearly all my meals this weekend were quick fast food) and went to bed.
sunday, the absence of roommates really hit me hard. i was pretty depressed for most of the day. i tried calling a lot of people, but got mostly voicemail. i did talk to jeremy for half an hour and gina for 15 minutes. i met up with jimmy at korea house for a long dinner, though. ah, meat! panchan!
and that was it as far as my weekend went. truly sad times, living alone. i think i've decided that i'm going to try looking for a roommate because i simply don't want to move. we'll see how that goes, and whether i get a psycho roommate. *knocks on wood*