i timed my morning piss yesterday. one minute, 15 seconds. that's one hell of a leak! i guess that's why they say you're dehydrated in the morning.
not much happened today. i did have lunch by myself downstairs; cute working girl didn't show up, and my usual eating buddy (william) was nowhere to be found. i haven't had a meal by myself in a long time; this time, i just occupied myself with the newspaper.
i just got assigned another block to do at work. sigh. all this pressure! this is not the easy-breezy job that my manager told me it would be. yuck.
now here's a humdinger... on the days when i'm alone (i.e. alan and ting are gone, and thus not taking showers), the hot water runs out pretty fast. however, when they're around and take showers in the morning, the water during my pre-going-to-bed showers is nice and hot and lasts a long time. what gives? wouldn't you think that being by myself would result in me getting the whole tank of hot water in the water heater?
all of this just means that once they move out this weekend, i'll no longer have vast amounts of hot water at my disposal to enjoy. blech. i love hot, scalding showers! i think it's a remnant of going out (and taking showers) with k2; she loved water so hot that it hurt.
my neck is still bothering me. stiff, it is. i'm contemplating getting another massage to try to ease it away. in the meantime, it hurts to turn my head to the right. ouchie!
my dad forwarded me some of the e-mails that have been going on his end. it looks like my mom is really really weak and in pretty bad shape. :( the most frustrating thing about this is that no one knows what is wrong with her. i'm really worried. worried, worried, worried. if something happened to her, i think i'd have a complete meltdown. sigh.
ok, i have to cut this short because i really don't feel like talking right now. i guess i'm still feeling down about life, and we'll see if tomorrow doesn't cheer me up, being friday and all. i'm out.