i'm not enjoying _scrubs_ as much as i hope to. maybe i'm not in a laughing mood, or perhaps the writing has gone down. but last night's episodes of _scrubs_ and _committed_ were just rather blah to me. hm.
my tics are weird these days. i don't do the twisting to the right tics anymore, but instead, i crunch towards the left. it aggravages my stiff neck (yes, i still have it), so it's rather painful. yuck.
not looking forward to the weekend. saturday, i'm going to help alan and ting move, which depresses the hell out of me. the end of an era, for sure. i wonder how much i'll see them after they move out; couples that live together tend to sequester themselves on an island, and i just hope it doesn't turn out true for those two.
it's amazing how intelligent our sphincters are. i mean, that muscle can differentiate between solid, liquid and gas! yesterday, i had an urge to fart, but i immediately could tell that it wasn't gas that needed to be let out. so i ran to the bathroom, and had a nice episode of the runs. weird, how my body does that sometimes.
not sure what else to blog about today; i've been feeling down lately. no doubt a large part of it has to do with my roommates moving, but i just don't have much to look forward to. getting out of bed has been harder every day. :(
it's not like i don't have stuff going on. this weekend, i'm attending a basketball game; next weekend i'm going throw a superbowl party, and the weekend after that i'm going to a taiko concert. so there are things to do, but i just feel all *blah* about them.
maybe i should go back on antidepressants. *ponder*
it's weird, because when i was an only child growing up, being alone didn't bother me. it was the only way i knew how to exist, i.e. playing or drawing or reading by myself. but nowadays, i'm find myself actually feeling *lonely*, and that really sucks. it bothers me, seriously.
what happened to my previously independent self?
maybe i am feeing the biological drive, the drive towards hooking up and cohabitating and nesting. maybe i just feel like it's time to find somebody. hm.
anyways, before i bore you to death, i will sign off. have a great day everybody!