well, last night's OC put a smile on my face. a christmukkah miracle happened!
so, this is my last blog entry from work for 2004. it's been a rather uneventful year, in my opinion. nothing much happened, and i have to admit that i was unhappy for most of it. my tourette's came back full force in march, and i hated work at gfn, and now i'm getting panic attacks and still hate my job, even though i changed companies.
but whatever. i'm out for two weeks, and i welcome the rest and relaxation and even boredom. i've got a christmas eve dinner party to go to, and a white elephant gift exchange, but other than that, i have nothing planned. i don't even know who else (besides A) is going to be around.
i actually quite dislike the holidays. so much happiness and cheer sort of grosses me out. did i tell you guys that i was a total grinch this year, and i announced that i wasn't going to give out any gifts? yup, i did that, so i won't even be receiving any gifts this year. :( it's my fault, totally, as i was just too lazy to go out and buy people stuff.
sigh. another year come and gone. i feel like i'm wandering aimlessly about in my life, not sure of what i want to do with it.
hopefully next year will be better. but, i'm getting tired of saying that.
so i've decided that today i'm going to start my anti-wheat diet. it's going to be tough to do. the good thing is that i at least get to have rice, otherwise i'd be carb-crashing all over the place. my doctor said that this diet will make me feel like crap for 1-2 weeks, so i might as well do it over break and get the bad spell over with.
this is a depressing entry, isn't it?
anyways... i hope all of you out there have a safe and happy holidays. don't do anything stupid! and behave yourselves! :)