for lunch today, we picked up burritos at la bamba and headed over to the google campus's eating area. google looks like a fun, young company, although i didn't see many asian people there. either way, their campus seemed very nice, and i briefly thought about working there. ha! (as if they would have any use for my hardware design skills.)
and the whole time, i was picturing the fact that everyone i saw at the google dining area was a millionaire. lucky fucking bastards.
senioritis is kicking in pretty hard at this company due to the impending shutdown. i am still worried about a few things, though, like 1) the inevitable hard work that i'll have to put in after the break and 2) being bored during the break itself and 3) the fact that this is the only long break i'll get in a very long time, perhaps until next christmas.
tempted to go home now. i have dinner plans tonight with fellow stanfordites and bloggers adam, yuji, and cindy. adam's making food at his place, and i hope to have some good social interaction there.
somebody called me "cute" today. that's a spirit-lifter, i'll tell you. i've mentioned before how i think girls HATE to be called "cute." like, one time i got into a huge fight (HUGE) with k2 because i told her she was "cute" vs. "pretty."
but the way i see it, "cute" is so much better than "pretty." the latter is generic; anybody can just be pretty. but "cute" is something special, something extraordinary, and i think it surpasses "pretty" as a compliment. maybe i'm smoking crack here, but that's just how i feel.
A and i are still talking, so far. i am still sort of smarting over the failure of making any progress with her, because as far as i know, we both liked each other at some point in time. it's a damn fucking shame when that happens and *nothing* happens. a shame, i say!
anyways, i hope to see her a lot over the break. not because i want to pursue her or anything, but because she's the only person i know who will have the next two weeks off. without her, i think i'd be doing a lot of lonely lounging at my place. so yeah, i am going to make some plans with her, and i hope we're both OK with things not being too weird or anything.
i've been reducing my haldol dosage to see if this light sensitivity thing gets better. i've been going to be at 9pm every night simply because i wake up every morning at 7:00 (when the sun rises). it's so annoying to just lie there in bed for a few hours, not being able to sleep. and no, i'm not going to get up, either!
ok, that's it for me today. toodles!