as my friend aileen would say, "tuesdays can suck it." i mean, i'm not having a *bad* tuesday per se, but, being the second day of the week inherent makes it suck.
at least there's _scrubs_ on tonight, albeit late. yes, 9:30 is late for me, because of my "new" sleep schedule. i have been waking up at 7:30 or so every morning, and i have found myself unable to get back to sleep.
i resolve to start doing some coding (modifications) tomorrow. right now, i am sort of paralyzed by the amount of work i have to do. plus, i'm unfamiliar with how the blocks work, so that is providing me some added stress.
today is k1's 30th birthday. for your information.
i think i burned my tongue on the tofu soup i had today. i don't understand why korean food is sometimes served in flaming hot iron bowls. i mean, it's good to keep the food hot, but it makes for an unpleasant eating experience!
i want to see _closer_. i don't know if natalie portman gets naked in it, but if she does (she plays a stripper), then that's just a bonus i'll gladly live with.
hmmm... what else to say today. every morning, i wake up refreshed from my 12+ hours of lying in bed, and i say to myself, "today is the day that i'm going to kick some ass at work." however, after i go through my morning routine at work (checking e-mail, reading blogs, looking up espn.com), that motivation has vanished. dammit! if only i could somehow bottle that up the use it later on in the day.
i think it's somewhat odd that i remember first kisses, and that i don't always remember the first sex. you'd think that sex would be more emotionally weighty than the kiss, right? but it isn't so for me; i remember the kisses much more poignantly. those moments are etched deeply in my memory, while the sex parts are just hazy blurs for the most part.
i guess it's because kisses have so much anticipation building up. not to say that sex isn't instilled with anticipation, but it's sometimes very spontaneous, and before you know it, you're having sex! but first kisses... there's so much tension building up before the moment that i guess it's more intense of a memory.
anyways, i'm daydreaming now, as you might be able to tell.
i'm trying to gain weight these days. i'm below 160 now, and i make a concerted effort to finish my meals. how weird, because i used to be able to finish almost any amount of food put before me, but these days, i've been hitting a wall. food becomes a chore, and i don't know what i can do do increase my appetite. maybe i should smoke some pot and get the munchies that way, hehe.
ok, that's it for today. toodles!