so i did some hardcore coding today. didn't turn out to be all that much work, but it actually felt good to do something *tangible* at the office.
i am in a rut.
the rut consists of sleeping, eating (which has been quite a chore lately), and watching tv. honestly, that's all i do these days, even on weekends. i must get out more and see living, breathing, talking human beings.
of all the people, i miss my roommates the most. alan has been consumed with house hunting the last few months, and most of his weekends are spent doing the deed. he has, however, secured a bid on a rivermark place, so i hope i'll get to hang out with him often on weekends. *crossed fingers*
so yeah, i've been bumming around these last few months, and the convenient excuse i give is that my tics are ruling me. which isn't far from the truth, but i should be better about being proactive and hanging out with my friends.
so can someone tell me the point of daylight savings? i hate it. i hate the fact that from now on, when i leave work, it'll be dark. it makes me feel like the day is over prematurely. *RAAR*
people here at work have mentioned that i'm not the old bouncy self that they knew four years ago (that's when i left this company to "seek my fortune" which *ahem* did NOT happen). i just shrug and say something like i'm burnt out from work or something. but it's true... i used to be really wacky and energetic, and now i feel like this old bitter man.
ok, enough negativity. i just gotta perk up!
now, concerning the cold weather, i just have to say i LOVE it. well, not the fact that it's so cold that i catch a virus or something, but i just love chilliness and the temperature being 65. and that also means i get to wear my cool jackets, which i haven't done yet, but you just wait!
my favorite jacket of all is one that i don't get to wear very often; it's an olive green wool long jacket by ralph lauren. it was a gift from an ex of mine, and i gotta say, despite our problems with materialism and such, she gave very good gifts. :)
speaking of which, i haven't dressed up in a really long time.
ok, somebody needs to install something on my computer. toodles!
sorry i haven't been writing. thursday, my brain was fried by this useless meeting that lasted for two hours, and that night, i caught a cold after having dinner with the yujster.
my nose was all sniffly (lots and lots of nasal drip!), and i had a sore throat. and i pretty much spend this entire weekend recovering. i think i was awake for all of five hours on saturday, and the only thing i did sunday was watch the cowboys beat the lions. (go cowboys!)
and that was about it. a wasted weekend, and now i have a mountain of shit to do at work. sigh. i'll try to write more this afternoon, but i can't promise anything. i'm just damn tired of work and of life. double sigh.