google phrase of the day:
"getting your nuts in a twat"
hm. why would a man want to do this? shove his testicles up a vagina? who gets pleasure from that? certainly not the guy, because the pressure on his balls might cause him to faint. ha!
personally speaking, my scrotum is kind of sensitive. it sort of tickles when someone strokes it.
i have seen some videos of "the dick dog," whereby a man pulls his balls out so far that a girl can fit the penis as well as the testicles in her mouth. but i can't see how this would be pleasurable. it's more of a gimmick for guys with low-hangers, in my opinion.
this week is going by slowly. but luckily, it seems to accelerate once it gets past wednesday, which is only a few hours from now. yippee!
just had my 5th cigarette of the day. i'm averaging about half a pack a day (that's 10 for those of you who don't know), and i'm holding steady at that. every once in a while, i get this strike of fear in my head, when i realize that if i keep smoking like this, i'll die sooner than i should. hm. i still resolve to quit one of these days, but as long as i have this extreme tourette's, i'll need the nicotine to stay sane.
i've got a zit on my ear. it's very annoying. and my skin is breaking out in dry patches everywhere! i've got patches under my arms, on my face, and even on my left earlobe! what the fuck?
btw, i will most like carry a scar for life on my left earlobe. it's where my mom SNIPPED OFF A PIECE OF MY EAR when i was a kid. yup. she was giving me a haircut, and i guess she just went too close to my ear and cut a piece off. i remember screaming, then crying, as my mom completely FREAKED OUT and put me to sleep after dabbing this asian ointment on my ear to make it scab up. i had a scab for months.
anyways, i'm feeling a little chipper today. that's not to say that my tics aren't horrendous still, but i got complimented by my project lead today on doing a good job in understanding this new block that i'm supposed to implement. so i feel good about myself. *huzzah*
it's amazing what a good compliment can do for your spirits. :)
sleep has been amazing lately. it's been chilly at night, so i've upped my layers of blankets to three. i LOVE snuggling!
now, if only i had a person to snuggle with. *sigh*