September 24, 2004

malaise

so sorry i was out yesterday. i was sick. wednesday night, i must have had a full-body fever or something, because i was shivering and shaking. so i took off work yesterday and just slept the day away... i even got a headache from sleeping so much!

so! what is up with the crazy girl from _the apprentice_ getting fired? i didn't see the eight ball episode, but was she really "crazy?"

it sort of irks me that donald trump says he can't hire a person with neurological problems. i mean, *i* have neurological issues, so does that mean i'm limited by what kind of job i can get? am i not qualified for a high-ranking position just because i have tourette's? hmmm... *ponder* seems like premature discrimination on donald's part.

i was sort of disappointed yesterday when fox chose to air the giants baseball game over the OC special, but i was happy to find out that they bumped the special over to channel 6 (action 36). watching the OC gang just makes me happy, i guess. yes, you could say that i'm attached to the show and its characters.

so, let me ask you a question. suppose your significant other has an ex that he went out with a long time. and suppose that makes you feel insecure. why is that? what are you being insecure about? are you worried that your SO will go back to the ex? or are you just feeling all weird about the fact that your SO had a deep-long-lasting connection with somebody else? i don't get it.

i mean, i used to get really insecure about k1's previous relationship to her ex, but one day, during the summer break, i just got over it. i realized that she was with ME, and she loved ME, and that, really, was the end of it. hm. i sometimes wonder if other people can get over it and just move on as easily as i did.

anyways, just a wonderment on my part. i went to a party the other weekend, and my friend asked me if (ever) she could be friends with her ex, who is also a friend of mine. i couldn't answer.

so stanford plays #1 USC this weekend. i wonder how that's gonna shake down. go cardinal! go go go!

Posted by dardi! at 02:47 PM | Comments (5)