today's going ok, except that my tics are starting to really hurt my neck and shoulders. what's interesting is that closing my eyes relieves some of the ticcing, so it seems like life in general (or a full-visual view of it) stresses me out and causes my brain to misfire all over the place.
and fyi, i am NOT like the girl with tourette's in _deuce bigalow_. she has vocal tics, like shouting out profanities. while that would be a much more amusing (and difficult, i would imagine) form of tourette's, i just mainly have a motor tic, namely jerking my neck around. it sounds funny, but let me tell you, it really sucks. i'm developing bone spurs on my cervical vertebrae, as shown by my x-rays last month. :(
by the way, if you ever ask me a question in my comments section, it's best that you leave a valid e-mail address in case i want to reply to you privately. just a note for you readers out there.
i had giovanni's pizza today for lunch. good stuff. i guess since i'm not in italy anymore, i have to get used to american pizza. some of it is good, but some of it pales in comparison to the stuff you can get in italy. so light! so tasty! go go melanzane (eggplant)!!
so i'm a slightly more chipper mood today because i finally resolved my gatesim coredumps. that just bummed me out yesterday... i went home all depressed and stuff, because i just felt USELESS at my job, not being able to get anywhere in my assigned task. days like that just suck. i was so stressed out i had eleven cigarettes yesterday, which is a few higher than my average.
echoing in my brain this afternoon is the horrendous karaoke singing that i witnessed at nelson's birthday party last friday. particularly, this one song that two girls sang, "heartbreak hotel" or something like that. *cringes*
lately, my memory's been going. fading slowly. i couldn't remember the name "rivers cuomo" the other day while driving to work, and it drove me bonkers. i'm getting senile!
so ehg2 and i have tentatively to drink over the phone this weekend. she'll be in vegas, and when she hits a bar or something, she's going to dial me up and i'll bust out my whiskey and have a drink with her... over the phone. yup. the thing is, though, i really need to meet her in person to see if i'm physically attracted to her. i know it sounds terribly superficial, but i just need that. is that horrible of me?
ok, off to do some more gatesim.