not much going on today, either, except that i'm wrapping up work here before i leave; my boss was kind enough to tell me that i could take tomorrow off as well to prep for my trip. nice guy, he is.
the good news is that alan found my bag of shoes last night. the bad news? my adidas nortons weren't in there! fuck! now i'm lost as to what i will make my everyday europe shoes. *RAAR*
losing things always makes me wonder. i mean, the shoes didn't EVAPORATE, so they must be sitting somewhere, waiting to be found. and this separate existence really blows my mind... like the abercrombie hat that i loved so much that i lost a few years ago. i *know* it's still on this planet somewhere, but i just don't know where. what a quandary!
uh oh. damn. i have that milkshake song stuck in my head again.
i'm making sure i bring no black clothes to europe with me. i'm wearing black today, and sitting out there and simply having a cigarette caused me to start baking. ick.
my cubicle configuration at work has it that my project lead can see directly into my cube. so, it's hard to relax and not have him know about it. well, today, he moved cubes, so that's good news. now i can close my eyes for a few minutes without him thinking that i'm asleep. :)
i wonder if this trip will be any good for me. meaning my TS. i have a tendency to get more stress while i'm on vacation, and if that means that my tics get any worse, then i'm totally fucked. fucked, i say! travelling around is stressful, no? i mean, i'll away from work, which is a good thing, but i wonder if that stress will be simply replaced by the heat and the travelling.
i think what my body needs (ideally) is two weeks of doing nothing. i know it sounds boring, but i basically need to stop ticcing for two weeks to let my muscles heal and my brain to settle down. but the problem is, i can't really do that, and that is the biggest problem i'm facing right now.
anyways, i have some last-minute work to do. toodles!