wow. sleep just keeps getting worse and worse for me. last night, i think i finally fell asleep around 3am. before that, i was just tossing and turning, and i was just so UNCOMFORTABLE. *RAAR*
during my smoking break just now, i noticed a pube on the steps. it was all scraggly and stuff, about 1.5 inches long. how strange, to see a pube out in a parking lot. what was the guy doing? scratching himself on the way out of the office?
i drove back home today to have lunch with alan. man, after that, i SO didn't want to go back to the office. maybe i'll leave early today. after all, it *is* friday! woot woot!
i haven't taken a dump today yet. i'm sort of worried about that; during last weekend, i didn't take a dump all of saturday, and that just threw me off kilter, methinks. it's important that i take a dump every morning to keep myself regular, and more importantly, so i don't get the urge while i'm out and about during the rest of the day.
i have weird compulsions. last night, i couldn't stop thinking about breaking my left thumb. like, once, many years ago, i took my thumb and bent it sideways until i heard a tear. it was really scary, and i don't quite know why i did it. but, last night, i wanted to do it again, just so see what it would feel like. weird, huh?
why i want to hurt myself is beyond me. i *hate* pain! masochism is an odd odd thing.
i was looking at my referrers yesterday went to a guy's links page where he had me listed. and next to my blog's name, he had a tilde which indicated that he had seen me in real life but never approached me.
dude! if you see me and recognize me, i WELCOME you to come up to me and say hi! it's happened to me twice, and i've enjoyed both times i've met a stranger who turns out to be a reader! don't be shy people!
i am also intrigued by people who find this blog by doing a google search of my full (i.e. first and last) name. it happened yesterday, and that just makes me wonder... who's stalking me? i wanna know!
anyways, i can't wait to get out of here. i think we're going to see a late showing of _the manchurian candidate_, which doesn't sound too exciting, but i've heard that it's been reviewed pretty well. i just hope i get an aisle seat. i like aisle seats, because otherwise, sitting in between people, i get claustrophobic and tend to freak out.