*phew* at one moment this afternoon, i was running a synthesis job, running an MC job, and debugging my testbench all at once. it was sort of crazy.
it's ONLY wednesday. motherfucker!
this week, once a day, i smoke TWO cigarettes in one sitting. one of them is my regular marlboro lights, and the other one is this chinese "chunghua" brand that my ex-coworker shayang gave me. i don't know... maybe i'm so laden with my tics and stress that i need two cigs at once, but this isn't a good habit! i actually get sort of bored smoking two sticks.
but anyways, i'm pleased with the work i've been putting out. the truth is, i don't *mind* doing work... it makes time pass by more quickly, but the only problem is that i'm a terrible procrastinator, and it's hard to get me started on actually doing real work.
i'm sort of getting excited about my europe trip, if anything, because i'll be able to get away from all sorts of work stress for 2.5 weeks. but, i'm just worried about pickpocketers and muggers, because i hear horror stories about them from everyone i talk to who's been there.
but anyways... ho hum. not much going on today. a fellow long-time reader of mine told me that she would like to hear more of my stories on women and sex, but the thing is, i feel like i've already told everything, hence the lack of those subjects appearing on my blog lately. :(
and fyi, the position i used to hit my gf's cervix wasn't anything special; it was just me entering her from behind with her flat on her stomach. i guess from that angle, you can penetrate more deeply, and i accidentally hit her cervix with a deep thrust. *sobs* i felt bad afterwards.
so the next time you guys blow your wad near water, swish the spunk around in your hands to make a white paste, and then expose the spooge to the water. it clumps up! it's quite neat. AND it loses its taste, too. weird.
i've only snowballed once, though. i thought it was quite the intimate act. or maybe my girl just didn't want to swallow, so she gave it back to me. *shrug*
the last two times alan and i have gone out to dinner (just ourselves), he's asked me what's going on when it comes to a new love interest. and i've just shrugged the question off. damn, living in the south bay fucking sucks. i mean, i've got girls i'm interested in, but i just don't have a means to get into their lives, you know what i mean? sigh.
but can't worry about that now. i'm off to europe in a week!