does urine really taste that bad? i'm asking because i accidentally pissed on my pants, and i'm smelling it. it's not that gross! yet, in _jackass: the movie_, when ehren tries to eat his own yellow snowcone, he ends up barfing all over the place. *ponder*
ah, the things i wonder.
anyways, not much going on today. i was going to do some recoding, but it turns out that i had more synthesis work to do. it's sort of boring stuff (a lot of babysitting), but at least i'm not occupied the entire time, and i get to relax in between runs.
i'm excited for tv today, because _outback jack_ is on! hehe. and in between all the _seinfeld_ episodes and _oj_, i'm gonna try to catch on my _time_ magazine reading. just to let you know, i've given up trying to read every article. in fact, i'm barely reading any articles now... just the ones that interest me. so much for force-feeding self-edification, huh?
sometimes i wonder what it would be like if i were a casanova, like i could get any girl i wanted. would i stop appreciating women? is it better to be the way i am now, virtually inept and practically single for life? hm. somehow i don't think so. :/
but i do wish i could get rid of this blasted tourette's. ever since march, i haven't been able to really enjoy life, even simple things like hanging out with friends and eating a meal without ticcing up a storm and suffering through the debilitating anxiety over my next twitch. it fucking SUCKS, i tell ya!
debilitating.
but anyways, it's almost time to go home, so i'm happy about that. soon, i'll be lying in my usual position (i.e. prone on the futon) watching television, and i'll get to relax. *huzzah*
i'm having a weird phobia of papercuts these days. like, anyone would hate a papercut, but i have these weird visions of getting them, and it makes me cringe and shiver. weird, huh?
ah, tuesday. basketball day. which means (lately) that i skipped lunch. i keep meaning to go to mcd's for breakfast on tuesday/thursdays, but 1) i'm too lazy and 2) i'm never hungry when i get out of bed. hm. quandary, no?
work here is sort of messy. there's a lot of shit that needs to be done, and many tasks are just a big old mess, caused mainly by people who have left or are leaving. damn, retention seems to be a problem here.
but yeah, like i said, my job here is sort of being like a janitor; cleaning up stuff, handing off errors and warnings to people to fix, etc. it ain't glamorous.
hey, but at least i get my free vitasoy drinks. :) *bliss*
the problem with my zippo lighter is that when the butane is full, the flame gets really BIG, and it's hard to deal with when it's windy. like today, i lit it, and the flame just engulfed my left thumb. and now i have a burn blister. and it fucking HURT for a while. :( *sobs*
i hate blisters. why? because i always tempt myself into popping them, and when the raw skin underneath really hurts. yes, i know i could just NOT pop them, but the lure is too great!
i am getting bombed with comment spam. i've gotten like 50 comment spams in the last two days. somebody show me how to put in that thing where you have to enter a code to proceed with posting a comment! pretty please?
ho hum. i went to sleep last night with wet hair, and now i look like a monchichi.
i wonder if i should wean myself off of sportscenter (in order to get me to fall asleep). why? because i won't have SC when i'm in europe!
ok, more later, perhaps. i've got some synthesis stuff to check up on.