so more and more people are finding out that i'm leaving. it's funny how to approach me about it... they're always like timid and stuff, and say something like, "i heard a rumor..." dammit, it ain't no rumor! :)
anyways, today is going by really slowly. i had dim sum with some of the old vivace guys (adam, rahul, maureen, wilson). it was good to see them again. it makes me think about when i leave this company... i'll miss the people. *sobs* i mean, the people here are nice, and i've developed some semi-decent friendships in the past 2.5 years, and i'll be sad to go.
so. it seems that adam has convinced me to go to a party tonight up in the city. my major doubt about that is that it's a SWING party, and i don't really swing. i mean, i know *how* (a little bit), but it's not like i'm just going to grab a random girl and ask her to dance. i'd rather sit in a booth and drink myself silly. we'll see what happens. but i need to get out.
ugh. i'm still burping up my dim sum lunch.
oh, and no more bloody stools. i just get that randomly from time to time; not sure what causes it.
i wanna go home and take a nap!
oh yeah. yesterday, i spent 45 minutes and filled out the eharmony personality profile. it was fucking LONG! and in the end, they said, "there are no matches which fit your profile." what the fuck? toss me a frickin' bone here! i felt gipped.
it seems like my tics are getting worse. i'm on 1.5mg of haldol (up from 1mg), and you'd think that things would get better... but no. *sigh* i need to find some ways to decompress in order to prepare for spain/italy. if i'm still ticcy as all hell, then i'm not going.
happy friday!